ESARET Üçüncü Sezon (S3)-OrHir Fanfiction Tale

Esaret üçüncü sezon (Fanfiction)

Part 1: Neden Orhun, Neden?
(Why Orhun, Why?)

Hira has been walking to and fro, fidgeting her fingers in restlessness, waiting for Orhun's approval to meet her. She has been praying hard in her heart, hoping to meet Orhun today. It has been two months since Orhun was sentenced to life imprisonment and Hira has never failed to visit Orhun in prison everyday. But, for the past two weeks, she could not meet Orhun because he has been denying her visits.

Tired of walking to and fro, Hira decided to lean on the wall, trying to calm herself down. With her head slightly slanting on the wall, she went back to the time when she last met him.

It felt like the Orhun that Hira knows wasn't there, present. He was acting oddly strange, like meeting a completely different man, unfamiliar to her eyes and heart. The spark that usually lits in his eyes whenever her sees her, was not visible. The looks of his love that she craves the most was unseeable. He was awkardly silent and that silence literally shattered Hira as she wasn't able to understand the reason behind Orhun's behavior. She never knew that last meeting will leave her in torment because after that meeting, Orhun has been denying her visitations.

A policeman was walking towards Orhun's cell to inform him about Hira's presence.

"Orhun bey!"

The call made Orhun to look up at the owner of the voice. He raised his eyebrows as a way of asking, "Ne?" (What?)

The policeman who understood his sign said, "Hira hanım is here again to visit you. She's waiting for your approval."

"HAYIR! onunla tanışmak istemiyorum!" (NO! I don't want to meet her!), Orhun immediately replied in a deep, stern voice.

"But your wife has been coming for almost everyday since the past two weeks. You didn't even meet her once. She seems to be in distress not meeting you Orhun bey", said the policeman, hoping Orhun will change his mind to meet Hira.

Orhun then looked straight at the policeman's eye, gave him a deadly stare.

The policeman who could feel Orhun's fiery, strong look piercing through, quickly said, "Peki, istediğin gibi" (Alright, as your wish).

The policeman then walked out to convey Orhun's disapproval of Hira's visitation.

Right after the policeman left, Orhun walked slowly to his bed and sat. A lot of things has been running in his mind since he has been sentenced to life imprisonment. For the first few weeks, meeting Hira everyday was a positive boost for him. He would eagerly look foward with excitement to meet his "Nartanem" (my pomegranate). He would even be happy to hurt himself in order to be able to spend time with Hira.

But one day, everything changed. The daily visitation routine started to bother Orhun where he bombard himself with thousands of questions regarding their future. He wasn't able to answer it neither with clarity nor confidence. That uncertainty really scares him very much. Yes! Injustice has been done as he's been punished for a crime he did not commit. For that injustice, his future has been destined to be forever in this "dark possie". That's his reality and it's as clear as crystal.

But, what about Hira? Does she too have to endure "life imprisonment" together with him just because they are married? Wouldn't it be a crime for making Hira to walk through the same path as him, once again holding Hira as his captive?

Orhun is suffocated between the immense love he has for his "Nartanem" and the thought of holding her as his captive. He wants Hira to have a better, bright future, living the life she deserves. The thought that he will no longer be a part of her life to witness her growth, see her shine, being sucessful in achieving her ambition and unable to spend the rest of their lives together is tearing him apart. All the promises he made to her began to run in his mind's eye. The very thought of him being powerless in fulfilling it is breaking him deeply, slowly killing him.

The best thing to do is to let go of Hira. Yes! That's the right thing to do. Set Hira free from all the miseries, away from all the darkness, for her to have a beautiful future without him. Without Orhun... It crushes him into pieces, but he can't be selfish. He can't drag Hira to travel along with him in this journey of "life imprisonment" where she doesn't belong.

Hira who was leaning on the wall, stood up straight when she heard a sound coming from the gate. When she saw the guard at the gate, she took few steps forward, then paused. The moment she saw him shook his head while uttering "Üzgünüm" (Sorry),
she understood Orhun's reply. Her visitation has been rejected, again. The guard felt sorry for Hira, but there's nothing he can do. After conveying Orhun's answer, he walked inside and closed the gate.

Hira stood there in disbelief, staring at the closed gate looking dejected. She wonder what she has done that Orhun didn't want to meet her. The longing for Orhun, how she misses his touch, smell and kisses are beyond words. All her attempts since the last two weeks to visit Orhun, goes in vain. Each day, she goes back broken-hearted because of Orhun's refusal to meet her.

Sometimes she questions the rationale behind Orhun's denial. Doesn't he miss her like how she's longing for him? Doesn't he care for her anymore? Or the worst.. Doesn't he LOVE her anymore?

"Neden Orhun, Neden?" (Why Orhun, Why?)

That thoughts.. that very cruel thoughts are terrifying her so much that she's losing herself in the affair.. in Orhun's love affair.

Tears began to roll down while Hira lost in thoughts thinking of Orhun. Her body becoming lighter due to the emotional outbreak she's having at the moment. Just when Hira was about to fall on the ground, a pair of hand quickly grabbed Hira's arms, saving her from the fall.

"Hira!"

When Hira heard her name being called out of panic by the familiar voice, she slowly opened her eyes, looked up at her savior.

"Hira! Iyi misin?"(Hira! Are you okay?), the voice asked in a concerned tone while softly tapping on her cheeks.

Hira then slowly stood, trying to set her feet on ground again. When Hira finally got her stability she looked at her savior with teary eyes and without a moment of hesitation, jumped into her savior's arms while holding on with a strong grip. The savior is stroking Hira's hair gently, trying to calm down the poor, innocent girl. At that moment, Hira feels safe & protected on her savior's arms.

"Orhun Demirhanlı! Hira'ya ne yaptın sen şimdi?" (Orhun Demirhanlı! What did you do to Hira now?), with Hira crying on the arms, the savior is questioning Orhun with full of rage in the mind.

"Wait till I see you again Orhun! You'll definately pay for whatever pain you inflicted on Hira now!" That's the exact furious words that ran in the mind of the savior at that moment, for hurting Hira.

-Ama, Kim bu Kurtarıcı? But, who is this Savior?-