Murder and disappearance

Chapter 10

Jane

I try to love it here, even if it's impossible. I am going to love it here, because this is how I am going to live the rest of my life.

It's been hours since they told me that there is another suspect. I can't stop wondering who it would be. Was is someone I already know? Was it Jules? Did he do it because he wants me out of here? I remember his gaze when he came back and saw me next to Emily's body.

He hated me. His blue eyes said exactly that.

He wouldn't believed me if I told him I didn't do that to Emily.

I think too much in this room. Maybe because I have nothing other to do, but I think it's because I finally got the silence I wanted.

I discovered that I love to think of people I hate. Imagining them shouting at me for help,but ignoring them, like they did to me.

When I get out of this cage, I will change completely. I will become their biggest nightmare. Mostly Andersons.

He is the reason I am here. Well, maybe not only him. If he didn't call the police, someone else would. I still would be stuck in here. But that doesn't mean he needs to be the one.

I think too much, I want to learn wondering from Jules. But of course, I am in custody.

Do I actually need him? I ask myself every hour here. My answer stays, yes.

I need air. Couldn't they just give me a minute outside? They can stand next me. But I need to see some light, inhale some oxygen.

"Janice Lily Wilson. You need to come with me. I will guide you to my colleagues office." An officer opens my door again.

"May I ask you why?" I look at him with a questioning gaze.

"I have no information about that. Now, your hands please." He points at my hands. I put my hands together in front of me and he handcuffed them.

We walk towards the office in silence.

When we finally get there the police officer actually looks like something is going wrong. When I sit on the chair in front of him, he tells the other police to go.

"Jane, I- I think we actually found another suspect." The officer tells me.

"And you are sad about that?" I ask him.

"Listen, we thought we were done when we got you as main suspect. But someone reported him running away. So now, it turns out to be much difficult than we thought. And no, I can't tell you why we decided to set him as main suspect." I look at him with madness in my eyes.

"I think you want to know who our new suspect is?" He asks me but it doesn't sound like a question. I answer it, just to be sure.

"Yes, I would be happy to."

"Jamie Harney." I couldn't believe what I heard. Wasn't that Jules' friend? So I am going to be released now?

"Am- am I released now?" I ask.

"I suppose you are, I can't keep you here when there is another suspect. But first we need to inform your mother. She is going to pick you up."

I sit on a bench, waiting for my mother to come pick me up. I think of what her reaction would be.

I hope she would be relieved, maybe she doesn't care at all after our last fight. I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have spoken like that. But she doesn't care about me anyway.

And Jules? Will he be happy that I am free now? Will it be like the old days between us. I hope so, because I can't take it anymore. I can't take this. It's too much for me.

I am still waiting on the same bench. I hear the door opening. I don't know which door, but it definitely was close to me. There I saw him.

Jamie.

They are taking him to the same cage I was in.

I want to talk to him.

Tell him how sorry I am.

Make him feel better about his presence here. But i can't. He probably hates me and I could be his so named enemy.