Tessa•
Luke. Luke,Luke,Luke.
Why can't I remember that name.
When I saw Calum, the second his name was said, I remembered how we met.
But Luke?
This is stupid, why do I have to write what I feel?
Oo-tessa,Luke•
"You didn't go?" I scoffed, knowing he was lying.
"Fine, I did." he admits slowly.
"Well.." I say.
"I didn't ask about you, she remembers me." he says.
"Why didn't you!." I whine
"It's your job." Calum says and turns away.
Dear Tessa.
Today I was so close.
Calum was at your house, but he didn't ask if you know me.
But I miss you so much.
I miss your blue eyes.
And your brownish blonde hair.
And everyday, you seem farther away.
I wrote a song about it.
I remember how much you loved to hear my sing, even if it was a stupid song.
It's been so hard without you. And I don't want to forget about you either.
Xx- Luke.I sigh loudly. I look under my bed for the box that holds the letters, but I don't see it.
My mind freaks out."CALUM. WHAT. THE ACTUAL FUCK." I scream.
"Yeah?" He peaks his head into my room.
"Where is my box?" I say, hoping he didn't send them.
"Atthepostoffice." he says quickly.
"WHAT." I yell, really freaking out now.
"Chill, dude." he says.
"You don't know what I wrote in there- Calum- I really really need those."
Tessa•
Today a box of letters arrived at my door.
Dear Tessa,
I hope you can stay strong and stay alive.
Xx-Luke.Luke.
The boy Calum mentioned.
He must have wrote it while I was in the hospital.
There is at least 40 letters, but I read them all.
Nothing.
I can't remember him, but he must have been important.
Some of the letters talked about me, others about him.
He seemed like he really missed me.
But I didn't miss him."Hi Calum?" I say into the phone.
"Yeah?"
"I need Luke." I say confidently.
"Wh-" I cut him off.
"I just need him." I say and hang up the phone.
•Sorry for short chapters yall•
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I MISS YOU.
Fanfic"Where are you? And I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight." Book one of the outcasts series