I MISS YOU.

Chapter 5

Tessa•
I noticed that Luke didn't sign his letter.
I flipped to the back.
Amnesia-

Amnesia-
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

I recognize some of the lyrics with what he talked about in the letter.
Then Luke calls me again.

"Hey, it's Luke." he says again.

"I know." I laugh.

"Oh yeah." he says. "Anyways I'm taking you somewhere." he says, and before I can reply he hangs the phone up.

A few minutes later Luke is standing in my bedroom doorway.

"Where are we going this time?" I ask, not questioning how he got in my house.

"My house." he smiles.

"Why?"

"Maybe it will help you remember." he says.

He grabs my arm and pulls me into his car, just like he did the other night.

We only drove for a few minutes when we arrived at a average sized house. O knew the house from somewhere.

"Is this your house?" I ask.

"Yeah," he laughs.

"I've been here." I smile.

"Yeah, you have." he smiles also.

Once we get into Luke's house, he grabs his guitar.

"I'm gonna sing, our song." He smiles at me sweetly.

"I'll record it." I smirk.

"Hello there the angel from my nightmare." he starts and smiles at me.

"The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head I miss you miss you
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head I miss you miss you

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head I miss you miss you
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head I miss you miss you
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
I miss you miss you
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head I miss you miss you

I miss you miss you miss you
I miss you miss you" once he finishes I clap my hands and smile.

"That was so good." I say and clap once again.

"We used to dance to that song together." he nods.

"Let's." I smile and hold out my hand.

"Let's." he smiles back and grabs my hand.

|play I miss you (I used the 5sos cover duh) but wait for them to start singing be its short haha|

We place our hands on each other and slowly sway to the music. I stepped on his feet a few times, causing us to burst into laughter.

"Was I always this bad?" I ask in between laughs.

"Yeah." he says, causing me to laugh more.

After the dance I plop onto his bed.

"Being bad at dancing is hard work," I laugh.

"Right?" He says.

"You were way better than me." I say playfully.

"Yeah, I kinda was." he scoffs and flips his imaginary long hair.

"Oh shut up!" I say and hit him.

We talk for a while until I have to leave.

Once he drives me home, Calum texts me, which is weird.

"Are you home?" It says.

"Yeah," I reply.

A few minutes later Calum rang the doorbell bell, and I run to answer it.

I lead him to my bedroom and we sit on my bed.

"So how have you been feeling?" He asks, to start conversation.

"I don't know, good I guess, I just wish I had my memories back, ya know?" I say.

Calum•

"Thanks for worrying about me." Tessa smiles.

"How could I not," I laugh a little,

She shrugs shyly.

"What have you been up to lately?" I say, making sure nothing between us is awkward.

"Good, I've been hanging out with Luke." she nods.