The Younger Rogers,

Prologue,

1944. 

Nik's Pov, 

Sitting in the office as I overlook the map once again I twirl the drink on the desk around, not like I can get drunk anymore but that doesn't take away the fact that I enjoy the taste of it. After we've freed the prisoners it's now time to take down their bases...... me and Steve are going to split them up he'll and his men will take one half and me and the Howling Wolves will take the other half. 

Sometimes I think this dammed war will never end, I've seen so much death.... so much destruction I wonder if the world will ever be able to recover itself from it. "Penny for your thought." A voice says making me look up to see Peggy standing in the office, leaning back in the chair I release a sigh. 

"Now that's a deep sigh." 

"Don't you have to entertain my brother." I counter making her shake her head as she walks further into the office before taking a seat on the desk with her legs crossed. "Your brother seems quite content with the attention he's been getting tonight, so what are you sighing about." She counters and yeah it seems like Steve is taking full advantage of the fame the serum has been giving him.... he got to tour around, drink, have women around and who knows what, eat good food. Me? I've been fighting for almost 2 years now. 

"My brother is many things....... a fool is something I keep coming back to naming him." I mumble before taking my glass and downing the whiskey inside of it making her chuckle. Standing up I move to walk towards the bottle but a hand pulls me back before I'm not that far away from Peggy who's eyes move between mine and my lips. 

"Even before the serum you must have had the girls falling for you, your not like Steve and yet there's similarities between the two of you." She says as she raises her hand and let's her fingertips move over my cheek. 

"Clearly we are two sides of the same coin." I softly say and before I can even stop her she leans up and places her soft..... plump lips against mine. Kissing her back my hands move to her hips as I pull her closer towards me while her hands start to pull at the pieces of my uniform as soon the buttons are pulled apart while I start to hike her dress up her body. 

"Are you s-" I say between kisses as her hands pull my shirt out of my pants and she's quick to cut me off. "Yes." 

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Guilt? Regret? Fear? Are probably some of the things running through my body right now......... what I did look that it felt right doesn't mean it was right. Clearly Peggy was upset with Steve and to be honest I'm also upset with Steve but that doesn't.... it doesn't justify what I did.... what we did. 

How could we have been so stupid? Look we're at war and any day may be our last day.... but I know Steve likes Peggy and I also know that Peggy likes Steve. And clearly he did something to fucking upset her but for me to than.... sleep with her? Well it's not like she's any less guilty.... she slept with the brother of the man she likes so..... 

 "Nik! Hey where have you been?" The voice of Steve calls out and I turn to look at my older brother who's walking over to me quickly before grabbing my arm and pulling me away from the many other people. 

"I uhm you know me...... looking at the maps.... yeah, I was looking at the map yeah." I almost trip over my own words fucking 20 times and he looks at me weird before wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "I need you help.... I did something." Not the only one buddy.... not the only one.