Snowbarry Flashpoint

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A few weeks since Barry returned from Flashpoint and nothing has been the same, Barry never took his ring off his finger, Barry always walks out when Ronnie and Caitlin kiss, Cisco starts to notice the look on Barry while looking at Caitlin. Barry was washing his daughter when the door knocked, Barry quickly dried Emma and changed her before holding her with one arm and opening the door with the other. 

He sees Cisco and he stands at the side and lets him in, "thank you"  he said. Barry closed the door, put Emma in the basket in the sitting room, and placed the basket on the sofa beside Barry. "Barry, I am going to ask you something and I want the truth, was Caitlin your wife in Flashpoint and is Emma's mother" Cisco asked making Barry look at Emma and nod his head with a sigh "Emma's full name is Emma Crystal Snow Allen, I wasn't just married to Caitlin, I was married to Frost too she was different, nothing like Earth 2 Frost but she was special and amazing, Caitlin was just same they both had different qualities but somethings they did was same, Frost acted like a child way she pouts when upset it funny but she was only vulnerable towards me, Caitlin was a great doctor work with my Dad they had a special friendship he was glad then she was his daughter in law" Barry says.

Cisco listened to what Barry was saying and could see how much he really loved them, Cisco felt sorry for Barry and how much he wanted to be happy and he could tell he was. "I am sorry that happened to you Barr" Cisco said and Barry sighed and dried his tears, "and it is so hard to be in Star Labs when she is there with Ronnie, her husband" Barry says making Cisco nod with understanding. Just then door knocked again and Barry went and opened it to see Ronnie, "Ronnie hey what going on" asked Barry. "Hey Barry, look I know this is going to sound weird but Caitlin acting weird and sometimes when I mention about raising a family she gets this look like you have a good relationship with her maybe you can ask her" Ronnie says. Barry wanted to say no, he probably has an idea why she is like that but he sighs "fine I can try" he answered back. 

With Caitlin

Barry walks into Star Labs with Emma knowing Caitlin is the only one there cleaning some equipment "Cait" Barry said looking at her from the door to the med bay. Caitlin turns and looks at him holding Emma, "hey" she answers going back to work. "Can you sit, this is going to be an awkward conversation" Barry tells her and they sit down on the bed. "What's wrong" she questions, he sighs "Ronnie came by at my place when Cisco was there he also knows but Ronnie doesn't he wants me to talk to you more about what is wrong with you, he told me he mentioned about raising a family" Barry said. 

"We don't have to talk about that, I know this is a bad subject for us" she stated, "maybe, look this is very difficult for both of us but" he took hold of her hand in his "I still care for you and I want you be happy I know I will never have you or Frost again, but" he said when Caitlin smash her lips to his and while he is holding Emma he moved the hand that was on her hands, moved it back of her head feeling her hair. "Cait this is wrong" he whispered once pulled away, "I need to tell you something" she says.

He looks at her worried, "I have been getting memories or flashbacks better term, of us together even Frost memories and how much she felt for you" Caitlin said, Barry looked at her in shock. "How much do you remember give me a memory that I know" Barry asked, Caitlin thought, "on my birthday we moved in not long and the morning of my birthday I woke up with roses on the pillow with note and on that note you wrote, to love of my life you give me reason  to be happy to love" Caitlin said as Barry remember it. "Cait" he said hand on her cheek and looking in her eyes "It's sort of me, baby, I also remember you give Frost a Valentine's date you bought her things and gave her a dance that she loved" Caitlin also said. 

Barry had happy tears running down his face and kissed her on the lips over and over until he realised she was married in this timeline and it wasn't him. "But this is wrong Cait, you are married, he wants to have a family with you" Barry said sadly stroking her cheek. She just lean her head both foreheads touching and feeling each other warm breath.

"I know Barry but these memories, I feel all of it I don't know how to control them these emotions towards you, my heart is aching for you Barry, I need you I want to be Emma mother, I am her Mom" Caitlin says. Barry sighs not knowing what to do but he did hand Emma over to her as she took her in her arms looking at the same colour of eyes as her own.

Barry knew they had to think about it but he wanted one moment as well with her so he put his arm around her and kissed her temple  "we do need talk about this but I just want to hold you in my arms have a moment together with our daughter and if you have the memories you can see we never had" Barry tells her and she nods and place head on his shoulder still looking at Emma.