SHS Life

October 7, 2024

so today is monday and maaga ang labas namin. 10:20am ang labas namin. sabi ni kammy is maiiwan daw ang cleaners and officers so maiiwan aku bcjsmxnjd.

while I'm walking around the classroom is dumaan ako sa daanan. dun baga sa pagitan ng nga tables and chairs. tapos nakadalubong ko sila kurt costas at tsaka si jielene(?) tas as I'm walking past them dun sa point na nakasulobong ko sila is bigla akong pinisil sa pisngi ni costas!! gulat ko talaga nun 😭✋

tas nakakahiya yung kasunod na nangyari. as kammy was organizing the table sa tabihab namin is nabangga ko yung table 😔 edi tumama sa hita ko ouch.

LIKEEE sa sobrang out of mind ko nung pinisil ako sa pisngi ni costas is nabangga ko yubg inaayus ni kammy na table 🤓

ncjxnhfkamxbxka PERO THE MAIN POINT HERE ISSSSS

bakit ako pinisil sa pisngi ni costas 😭

likeee yung dadaan sana ako sa kanila tas parang naghahamagan sila ni jielene tas ako nakatingin sa lower harap then kita ko sa peripheral vision ko na NUNG PAGKADAAN NAMIN SA ISA'T-ISA IS TUMINGIN SIYA SA AKIN BAGU PISILIN PISNGI KO LIKEEEE

i am nonchalantly shocked ✋

like idk how to reach. na-process ko lang yun after ilang minuto. likeee wahh???

I'm so confused. parang kinikilig na ewan ket 'di ko naman siya crush??? may pagtingin lang pero hindi ko si crush pero after he done that GIRLLL he got me on circle on that specific moment.

was it a sudden urge baga? like biglang nanggigil and i just happened to pass by him kaya ako pinaggigilan niya??? or was it bcs he find me cute (ew sorry I don't like calling myself cute literal 😔✋) pero bakit nga ba, costas????

aa talaga whenever i realize that a boy has taken interest in me (not that I'm saying na interested sa akin si costas, i was just assuming) ay talagang parang medj naa-attract ako sa kanila 🤐

like AAAAAAA stop it lyra hindi na iyan healthy 😤

does he like me ba? or was it just impulse thing to do??? I'm so confused idek why I'm confusing my self even more 😭😭

okay I'll stop na aaaaa

10.7.24