𝐇𝐮𝐬𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝_𝐊𝐓𝐇/𝐉𝐉𝐊

C●40 Teardrops

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Cristina sped the car, Emi Aunt was surprised when Cristina arrived home after almost a month, however she just take the car and left ,

Car speed up on the streets ,

Flashback

"How you think you can rectify that ?"

Jungkook Lowered his gaze ,

"Listen blondie, before meeting you ...I might do nothing or might never feel the guilty either...but you've changed my  point of view ,I've recognised my mistakes and wanna do better....but I don't know what I should do to justify the mistakes....if possible...I'll beg at her knees asking forgiveness ...and wish she'll live a better life....i don't have the grudges to bring her back  ...i know she'll hate me forever...."

His voice wasn't above whisper.
Cristina's expression turn serious, she only nod .

Flashback ends

Cristina mumbled underneath,

"Even though he has changed, nothing can rectify the miscarriage......... stop being a fool Ina !! Why you're sorry for !! "

Rain starts,as the car move .Suddenly the moments she has spent with Jungkook flash inside her head , from the start , the fights , the playful games,  her scolding,  his giggle. Everything

Suddenly she pressed the break ,causing the car stop with a jerk ,

"What's wrong with me ?? Why I'm getting such memories?? He's appearing again and again...and why I'm hurt !! Oh come on Ina ! Get a grip  .. it's not that you're falling for him ... for that jerk !  ....who's not a jerk now ! Still !! Ugh !! You're not in love ! At least not with that brat ..... *shook her head* I mean he's trying to be good  ..... but there's no need to meddle yourself with him !! But ....... what about my morals ?? What will Hyung think ?? ....."

Her words stuck in her throat, she's vulnerable why ?she doesn't know, she doesn't know what she wants what's necessary to do right now,is it OK to run away or she should have informed everything to both the party !! But how will Hyung react ?? Will he understand that Jungkook's changing?? Ugh ! What she's even thinking !! And Y/n ?? ....

"From whom you're running?? Me ? My past ! You knew I was  worse "

Jungkook's imaginary voice rumble inside her head, she clutch her hair

"Stop ! I'm running from me !! I don't know why ..... I don't know what to do ! Should I kill him ! Or let it be how it is .... I might go crazy at this rate Jungkook!! My heart wanna forgive you but I can't justify the miscarriage and the torture !! An unborn,  Please....I don't know... He has changed but I can't  face it ...i can't I'm being selfish for some ridiculous reasons ....my heart is aching i don't know why ........"

Tears form in her eyes as she continues to mumbled,

"Hyung!!..... no no no ....no one will ever forgive him ....get a grip Ina ! , you just get attached nothing more .....  it will pass , he was just a patient,  and nothing else "

Cristina wipe her tears and start the engine once again.

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"I don't think the rain will stop any sooner "

Taehyung lean on Y/n's shoulders while enjoying the view of the rain ,sitting on the couch.  Nana is taking rest ,while Jin is out for some work ,

Y/n sip the coffee while humming,

Taehyung's hands pull Y/n more ,securing her on his lap .

"It looks so pretty,...."