Always You

5: getting closer

As we made this absurd pact of just friends for the moment, we started spending more time together. We went to eat in the afternoons, hiking, shopping everywhere together. Is like every single thing was a good excuse to spend time with one another. I helped her clean her apartment a couple times, it seems she has this bad hobby of picking stray cats from the streets, each one she sees she has to take them and give them food. The funny thing is that she doesn't even like cats, she prefers dogs, but she just keeps doing it. For me she's a cat person. Shes crazy for sweets, takeout food and shopping books, that she doesn't read, is just for decoration she says. The more time I spend with her the more I want her, crave her, need her. Only if she knew all the thoughts I have when she's near, will she be afraid? Sometimes I consider myself I bit of intense, that's why my past relationship didn't work, they just can't handle me. Her sister well she just ignored me, and I kept with the game, I was tired of being alone and needed somebody to fuck from now and then. Today is movie night, we are watching nightmare before christmas, I love this movie, and she does to, we have so much in common. Is like we are meant for each other. It has passed about 5 months already and it's been really difficult to make her fall. I have walked in towel in front of her, we went to this trip with m y friends that now are our friends and we were swimming in this river, and I put her clothes in a trash can, had her drive with me in a towel all the way back, I was so wet I couldn't think straight but I did hold my cool. I have tried a couple more times, putting us in complicated situations but she is strong, starting to think she is really a lesbian, but in all this time not once she has talked about a girl she likes, so I have hope. And I got plenty more planned to come.

"Imma go for the candy, want something?" she asks as she gets up 

"Just water"

She walks away and I can only see her thick thighs in those shorts, I stop looking and breath in, crossed my legs and think about other things, like my grandma. I look out at the window and is raining. Looks nice.

"here" she offers me the bottle of water.

I grab it and keep looking outside. "What are you looking at?" she asks walking in front of me

"Do you want to get wet?"

"Excuse me?"

"In the rain I mean"

"Like right now?"

"yes"

She stood there for a couple seconds when she run to the door and went out like something was following her. I ran behind her, we went down the stairs and outside in the parking lot, she was running with her arms open, like a little kid. I walked to the rain and looked up, feeling every drop of cold water on my face.

"I always did this when I was a kid, also got sick every time" she said so loud and happy. I just smiled at her. "linda hated it, she thought I was extra, I always believe she hated me for some reason"

"Why?"

"I don't know, maybe because we were so different but isn't supposed to be like that, we were twins" she suddenly got so sad she started crying.

"Hey, is ok" I hugged her. "I bet she loved you a lot, you are her sister after all" I grab her face and pulled up so I can look at her. she looked so tiny and helpless, I could force a kiss, but instead I just bent and kissed her forehead. She needs this closure."Now let's head inside or you actually going to get a cold"

Once inside I fast picked a towel and give it to her. "Thanks, and sorry for that" she said covering herself with the towel.

"is ok, everyone got some family issues"

"Well, I still don't know yours" she looks at me curious

" Not much to say, my mother left me with my dad when I was 7, my dad was a good guy, he didn't give up on me, a little extreme on his way of obedience but he raised me so"