Wattpad is messing me up
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In the depths of my soul, I weep for her still,
The agony within me, a never-ending drill.
Tears flow freely, at any given time,
Yearning to pour out, like a sorrowful chime.
I long to confess all, but dare not burden her heart,
For the guilt it would bring, tears me apart.
Every sight that echoes her presence, a cruel twist,
My mind tangled in memories, clenched in a fist.
Oh, how I wish I hadn't taken it so deep,
Even in its casualness, I would have found some keep.
Regrets weigh heavy, a burden I bear,
How do I move on from a love so rare?
I sacrificed much just to have her near,
Yet the joy it brought, now drowned in fear.
She was my sanctuary, my solace, my light,
Now lost in the shadows, swallowed by night.
Life's cruel hand, always against me it seems,
Unjust and unkind, shattering dreams.
Alone and unloved, rejected by all,
Desperate for affection, I hit a wall.
I turned away from kin, friends turned a cold shoulder,
In love's embrace, I felt bolder.
Promises of forever, now shattered and torn,
Left me adrift, lost and forlorn.
I am but a fool, weak and naive,
Trapped in a cycle, unable to leave.
Once more I face rejection, a bitter pill to swallow,
Destined to suffer, in this heartbreak I wallow.
No one could love a wretch like me,
Alone in my misery, I let it be.
A love unrequited, a soul in despair,
Forever haunted by a love so rare.
Oh woe is me, for I have come to see,
That love may never find its way to me.
I am not made for such sweet bliss,
My heart feels heavy, lost in this abyss.
My parents' words now ring so true,
Perhaps I am useless, with nothing to do.
The weight of doubt, it burdens my soul,
I fear I'll never be made whole.
Oh cruel fate, why do you mock,
Leaving me to wander in this dark?
No love to hold me, no light to guide,
Alone I stand, my heart denied.
I should have seen it long ago,
That love would never grace my door.
I am not meant for such a fate,
In sadness, I accept my lonely state.
