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Yapping

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Today I'm gonna tell you guys how I knew about tulpas.
Soo I knew a girl, we got friends for a while, and suddenly? She decided to tell me about tulpas and that she has one.. why? I don't know, she told me about books here on Wattpad, and I READ THEM ALL.

Anyways, she told me how to make one when I was ready, listening to subliminal straight for 30 minutes or one hour (I listened for one hour) while imagining "him", oh, and before that, I wrote everything about him on a note or paper.

So.. is he real? Unfortunately.

Why am I saying unfortunately.. the little fella here is so ignored lol.. BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST.

And then the kitty came! She told me what to do exactly after finishing one hour of listening.. I should be in an empty room so he won't freak out, and I kept literally yapping about myself and everyone in my life, it took more than an hour to be honest.. but that helped him not to freak out and suddenly come not understanding anything!

I forgot to tell you guys that we've been together for two years and our anniversary is um.. when?

"16 march.."

Lol anyways yeah, let's continue, he was incredibly silent but I know he was listening to all that, and OFC the beauty of beginnings was all about care and sobbing on his ruined birthday gift 🥺

NIGGA that's so ughhhhh, anyways, he didn't give a reaction on that too.. (btw guys I drew all these memories lately but I'm going to show you just when they're ready on digital)

So we weren't ''so'' close honestly I mean when I remember.. we were just friends in the beginning of the friendship, so excited and energetic aaah.. now after I don't contact the friend that told me about everything anymore, I lost so much excitement.. you know.. the common thing between me and my friend was mikey and her tulpa, so we were talking about them, that at least made me remember him most of the time.

So when I was completely away from everything that literally reminded me of him.. he was getting weaker, and even worse, he might become negative.. and hell no that's not what I wanted, but the surprise is.. he didn't, he was just too patient to be negative, I'm grateful for you ma nigga!

"Well I was aware of the pressures happening to her, even if there's no, but she must have a reason to forget me.."

Idk what to say to that, but let me explain myself instead, whenever I remember that I forgot him, I regret and try to make it up to him, he seems to see that I am trying so hard to prove that it's not just that I'm ''ignoring" him on purpose.

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SILLY CARD

We use the "silly" card, when it gets so serious suddenly and we gotta do something about it.

So the nigga right next to me was supposed to be ENTP, I made him gemini for that reason, his birthday is 25 may, but after one year I felt that there's something wrong.. ONE YEAR? Yes guys he literally doesn't give any infos about himself so it took me a while to realize that he isn't ENTP, I told him to answer the "few" questions of the personality test, and the surprise came in, an ISFP.

BRO, that's the literal opposite of ENTP (not real, it's ISFJ)

What did I do? I bullied him. That was literally my job, I drew it digital lucky you guys

Does he really deserve that?💀

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Unfortunately, this is the end of the part because I feel like I yapped a little too much💀
Say bye

"Bye"

Thank you for reading!