Made with Love...

Chapter Eight: Two long years later.

*2 years later*

I remember the feeling I had when the boys told me unexpectedly that they had to go on a world wide tour and it would take about two years to cover the whole damn world. Of course, if you were put in my position and had to take care of a baby all alone you'd be scared too. I mean, I was always with the boys, and if I wasn't with them I was with my girls. I never really had time to be alone in a flat and that thought scared so much that the boys had to Skype me so I could fall asleep to their angel like voices. Eventually that had to stop because Niall was always around wondering why they were crowded in front of a laptop or Claire would start nagging about something. irrelevant and that made the boys grow more annoyed.

The boys haven't seen Lily yet, I told them that it was better if they saw her in person since it was a surprise. She was beautiful though, her hair was long and brown, her eyes crystal blue when happy and a dark hazel when she was upset or sad. She had dimples like me and curls like mine. I couldn't say she was my mini me, because she was Niall's clone. She looked just like him that it made me cry at one point. I didn't tell her that cause she'd cry too, she was sensitive just like me and Niall. She even had his appetite. The wrong thing about this is that she asked for "Daddy" but I couldn't say much about it. He hasn't called, texted, nothing of that nature. I just know that when he comes back and wants to see Lily and "be in her life" he better not be saying bullshit excuses. Because of the boys had time to text me before AND after every damn show, he could of at least called to say goodnight to Lily.

Other than that, Lily was incredibly smart. She knew a lot of things and knew through a persons expressions or gestures something was wrong and she'd try her best to make you happy no matter what.

Claire still send threatening text messages through a blocked number, meaning I can't respond back and believe if I could it would of been very long hateful paragraphs. The men she hired to watch my every move still watch me on my long walks with Lily, because like me, Lily loves walking around the park with mummy. It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to go out anymore. No matter how many times Eleanor wants to take me and Lily out, I can't manage to get away from those creeps.

Today was the day I had to fix the flat up and go grocery shopping with the girls and my little girl. The boys were coming earlier than we thought. It was around late August, August 27 to be exact and Liam's birthday was tomorrow and I, like the lovely friend I am, is throwing him a party with the help of Danielle. I got up from bed throwing on a pair of shorts and red tank top with my white strapped sandals. I decided to wrap my hair up since the heat was getting a bit tense. I changed Lily into a pair of shorts and a white shirt with her red converse Harry bought her for her birthday along with other stuff and the boys stuff. Meaning the spoiled her. I tied her hair up in a ponytail and smiled at her.

"Mummy, when am I going to meet Uncle Li Li, Lou, Haz, and Zaynie?" She said speaking all at once.

"Tomorrow! It's Uncle Li's birthday!" I smiled down at her.

"Oooh" she giggled "Did auntie Dani by him anything?"

"Yes she did, but shh it's a secret.."

"It is?!" Her blue eyes pierced into mines.

"Yes love, it is! Let's go auntie El is downstairs waiting for us"

"AUNTIE ELEANORRRR" she yelled running down the stairs towards one of her "favorite aunt".

"Gaaah! Lily Anne! Baby! I missed you sweeite!" She said picking her up.

"Me too El, where have you been?"

"Working" she frowned.

"Ruff day?" Lily asked, placing her small hand on Eleanor's cheek.

"Yes sweetie, ruff day!" Eleanor said shocked at the toddlers question.