Made with Love...

Chapter Nineteen: Life's Choices.

Harry POV:

It's been about two hours since we left the scene. Our clothes covered in blood. Niall had Julie's, I had Louis's and Zayn had Liam's. right now we were all complete wrecks. All of us eagerly waiting to hear something but all the nurses and doctors would just stare and walk right pass us like nothing. It was irritating all of us.

"This hospital is useless!" Zayn huffed, placing his head in his hands.

"Shh.. " I patted his back "Be calm mate, I know.."

"When are they going to let us know?!"

"We have to be patient Zayn, be patient"

But I was just as impatient as he was, my thoughts were killing me. What if she didn't make it through? She looked so badly cut up, bruised up, skinny and unhealthy. Niall had been quiet since we got here, he tried many times to get through but they wouldn't let him. We all had to wait.

We still hadn't received any knows about Claire and Jason. Faye went along with the police officers to tell them anything she knew since she knows mostly what happened. They told us at the scene that they were going to call us soon. But that "soon" came way to quick for any of our liking due to the fact of the loud sighs that were heard from the empty waiting room.

"May you come with us?" The police officer said, grabbing onto his belt.

"Uh, but-" Niall spoke up after two whole hours.

"Go, i'll make sure that their okay. Go with him.." Paul said pushing us towards the police officer.

Niall nodded and we all followed the police officer to the back of the hospital towards his police car. Typical. I sat in the middle, making sure to maintain the space between Niall and Zayn making sure they didn't kill each other. They were still a little off with each other since the argument. We'll fix this later.

We finally arrive to the police department, about a hundred police cars surrounding the place. We walked inside, people answering calls, and police officers walking with coffee in their hands. It was about 2 in the morning by now and they needed something to keep them away, just like I do.

"One boy at a time.." He said sternly, looking down at his clipboard "uh, Zayn Malik? Your up first.."

Zayn looked at us, giving us a small smile then walking to the conference room.

It was just me and Niall. The awkwardness making it uncomfortable. I fiddled with my hands and waited impatiently. I wanted to get out of here.

"I love her Harry.." Niall broke the silence.

I looked up at him, seeing the tears fall from his eyes. He's crying, meaning he was serious about his words. His eyes were red, puffy. Niall was broken. He finally realized the consequences of not keeping her around, after all Julie was a keeper but only Niall was to stubborn to realize it. I just wish that the consequence didn't have to be this.

"You do?" Was all I could say.

"I really do, i've always have.. I've just been so stupid and caught up with Claire to realize who I was really in love with.. She's my life Harry.. I need her with me" He wiped his tears.

"I'm sorry Niall, that this had to happen.."

"It's okay, I deserved being tortured, miserable.. But not by putting the love of my life on the edge of her life"

"She's a fighter.. She'll get through"

But I was lying to myself. Julie was a fighter, but she was so weak. Besides I can't predict the future and it's events. I barely could tell anyone what I wore yesterday or what I ate for breakfast this morning. My predictions would only be inaccurate. Not my job. I shouldn't even do this, bring his hopes up not evening being sure. It will kill him if I was wrong. Oh I hope i'm not. Please make it Julie. For us, for Lily, for the baby.