Made with Love...

Chapter Six: Solution to the Problem

For a moment, I literally felt my heart drop to my stomach. A whole world wide tour, with all five boys of course, because with one missing it won't be one direction. But, what was I gonna do alone with Lily and no help from Louis, Harry or Niall? For probably, two years or one year how ever long it takes.. I was going to be alone raising a baby. This was my fear before Lily was even born. The thought of the boys leaving me was now coming true. It's bad enough Liam already has to spend the night just to help me with Lily. Now, I was all on my own. This was turning into a nightmare. Niall was still with that slut Claire, I probably have a fling with Harry and Lily won't be able to recognize her own father. These thoughts kept roaming around my mind, taunting me about what my future could turn out to be. Just don't break down Julie.. Not now.

"So, your leaving?" I finally spoke out.

"Yeah babe... Saturday morning" Liam replied, smoothing my hand.

"Does Niall know?"

"I think so, he's packing with Claire.. Unfortunately we were only able to bring one person.. And Claire's that person.." Louis said, annoyance in his voice.

"Wait.. Niall offered taking Claire?"

"Yeah but-"

"But nothing! What about me?! I can't take care of Lily alone!" I cried.

This was the end of it. My tears were now threatening from falling, and I had no choice but to let them fall. How could he possibly pick her over his own daughter? This wasn't about me, this was now about Lily but he couldn't care about her now. He had no chance of seeing her for who knows how long. 2 years to say?

"Shh baby, it's okay" Harry said, wrapping his arms around me.

"No, i'm all alone now.. " I whispered into his chest.

"Don't worry Julie, were here for you"

"Yeah he's right.. We'll sing her to sleep if we have too!" Louis offered.

"T-Thanks.." I giggled a bit.

"Yay she giggled! You see love, were not going no where" Louis smiled.

"Yeah, i know"

A little after an hour the boys left and a certain cheeky curly haired boy stayed. I changed into some shorts and a plain purple T. Tonight I was just going to forget about the random situations that just so happened to come up. Might as well just suck up this "happy moment" i have while it last. Niall was just being a disappointment once again. Not telling me about the tour and he was informed about it. You just don't hide big news like this one especially a whole world wide tour.

"So you okay about?" He asked.

"Yeah, i'm cool about it.. " I gave a small smile "Next time you see Lily she'll be three.. You know when the tours over and what not"

"Yeah.." He looked down "I'm going to miss you Julie.. And Lily"

"I'll miss you too Harry.. But what is this? That were doing? Your my best friend Haz, i'm confused"

"We'll lets just see.." He whispered leaning closer.

His hot breath against my skin, giving me goosebumps. He looked at me, with desperation his eyes. I nodded him to reassure him it was okay. His lips crashed into mines, a smile forming in the kiss. This was nice, but I didn't want to do this.. Harry and Niall friends.. It would ruin everything. Not just the friendship but the band in general. He brought me back from my thoughts as he licked the bottom of my lip asking for entrance. Granting his wish, our tongues explore each others mouth. The make out session grew heated each minute.

Harry got to me a bit, I needed someone to make me feel amazing and special and give me small kisses but Harry he was different and I never had different. I laid my head down on his shoulder, snuggling to his side for some deep sleep. I don't know if I should go along with this. It would do so much damage. Why Harry?! Why did you have to put this on me?

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I woke up in the same position as I fell asleep in. My head in the crook of his neck and his arm place safely around me. I smiled, trying to wiggle out of his grip but his grip was only getting tighter with each movement but he was awake now.

"Harry!" I squealed "Let go! I have to check on Lily!"

"Fine! But come back okay?" He pouted playfully.

"I will, I promise!"

I kissed his cheek, finally getting out from his tight grip he had on me. I walked up the stairs towards Lily nursery. The room was quiet but he babbling was heard from the doorway. I picked her up, a smile came across her face. She was so beautiful, and her brown hair was finally getting longer and her blue eyes getting shiner. She looked more like Niall everyday and at some point I had to get over it. I changed her out of her clothes and into a fresh diaper. I put on her pj's and finally brought her down where Harry was sitting in the kitchen table. I put Lily down in her high chair and walked over to Harry placing my arms around him. He turned around, his lips against mines. I missed waking up to someone, that someone being Niall. Ugh, stop comparing Niall and Harry there total opposites. I hate when i do this. I broke this kiss, my phone loudly playing this obnoxious ringtone that I might have to change later. I glanced down at my phone realizing who it was.

"Its Niall.. " I whispered loud enough for him to hear me.

"Pick it up.. " Harry responded slowly.

I looked at him desperately knowing I didn't want to pick up for many certain reasons. One of them being because he lied and another because he knew very well where he was going Saturday. Harry caught my attention by placing a small kiss on my forehead, nodding at me to pick up and walked out with a wave. I looked down at the caller ID still figuring out what to do. Come on Julie, grow up and pick up.

"Hello?" I said into the phone.

"Julie? it's Claire" She said sternly.

"Uh, Claire?"

"Niall Horan girlfriend, you can't forget me sweetie.. " she laughed.

"What do you want-"

"What I want is for you to STAY away from my boyfriend.. He doesn't love you! The only thing that lets Niall even close to you is that ugly baby of yours! I see she gets her looks from her hideous fat ass mother!

My throat closed up, my eyes watered from her harsh choice of words. I clenched my hands into a tight fist like I did every time I got mad. I heard shuffling in the background knowing that she was still there.

"And If I don't?!" I dared to ask.

"Your baby is going to regret it, let's say it's the last time your baby see's light" She laughed a little, i opened my mouth to speak but she had more "Tell anyone, I swear its done for you!"

My only option at this moment is get Niall out of my life forever.. I'm guessing since their together "forever".

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Short chapter I know! I promise it will get better!

- Ashley x