Made with Love...

Chapter Twenty Four: Get Together

Julie POV:

"Hey love, i'm going to get Lily ready for bed and taking her to my mum's house.. I'll be back around 8?" Niall said as he pulled his green hoodie over his head.

"Yeah no problem, tell her I said goodnight and that mummy loves her.." I said quietly.

Niall's face dropped as he walked over towards me, planting a kiss on my forehead and giving me a small smile. I guess you could tell I was upset, damn you facial expression, I wish I was more like Niall,Harry, and Zayn their good at hiding their emotions.

"Don't worry love, you'll see her real soon you'll see" He grinned "Bye!"

"Bye Niall.." I replied.

I guess this peace and quiet could be worthwhile for a few. The nurses and doctors had been walking in and out this week and i've barely had time for myself since Niall's been glued to my side the whole two weeks was it? I haven't been keeping track but he has. Not that I don't appreciate what he does for me, because honestly I do, but quiet and peace sounds good to me right now and i'm enjoying this moment-

"JULIE!" Perrie squealed loudly "Great your awake!"

"Oh hey Perrie.." I said a bit annoyed.

"Julie!" Danielle called out.

"Dani!" I called back.

"Julie! I haven't seen you in forever!"

"Well yeah, i've been in this hosptial for what seems centuries and i've been kidnapped.. Forever it seems.."

"Let's not talk about that now babe, but let's get you dolled up!"

"Dolled up?"

"Yes dolled up!" My sister, Eleanor, walked in with a make up bag and an outfit bag.

"Why? Whats the occasion?" I looked around at the three girls by my bed.

"You've been stuck in this bed for too long! Live a little, move around" Perrie giggled.

"I guess I could be your puppet for one day.. Go ahead" I smiled.

"Well you stink like hospital, so go shower!" Eleanor laughed throwing the towel towards me.

"Well thanks lovely sister" I said sarcastically.

"Anytime!" She moved the shower essentials bag towards me "Here use these.. You need them!"

"Hardy har har.. I get it!"

"Go shower already!"

"I'm going, i'm going!"

I walked away towards the bathroom. I guess i'm using the hospital shower. I can't lie, it's been a while since I had a REAL shower and I really did smell, like my skin was rotting away. I don't know how Niall put up with me that long.

I turned the water to a perfect temperature and stripped out of my hospital robe/dress. I looked at my body in the reflection and since the incident my whole body had scars. I wanted to cry because of how ugly I looked. My body was way to skinny, like I was anorexic, or I like I had an eating disorder or something.. My skin was pale, but you could see so much dirt all over me. My hair was falling out, but it was still waist length, thankfully. This is the first time looking at myself and my result was not what i thought it was.

I walked in the shower letting the water hit me, it felt so good. I looked down at my feet as I watched the water turn into dirty water. It was disgusting. I grabbed the lavender shampoo, getting a good amount for my long hair. I put it on, scratching my scalp to get it in good. I was beginning to feel relaxed, i really needed this.