‼️ DANGER ‼️

Focus🧊

Paige pov:

I walk back into school feeling uneasy about how Bella left . "Morgan what did you tell her?" She looks at me confused. "She asked about you Azzi earlier..considering you two were all close she felt uncomfortable so I wasn't gonna lie" . I look at the ceiling. I pass my hand through my pony tail. I hate my life .

"She would've found out.." she says and walks off . This is the issue . Me and Azzi were great . Perfect even . We were dating since I was 18 but no one knew a dam thing . Not a single thing. We were great until someone got a hold of things they shouldn't have . Fans seeing that . And then making assumptions about me . My sexual preferences. It got hard . I see all the edits and every single comment and tweet .

I know that there are girl who do want me . But I had Azzi and she was my person. No one gets me the way she dose . She's seen me on and off camera . I love her deeply still. But hiding and being caught and having to lie and say I'm single . It was hell. She wanted to go public but I wasn't ready .

I was gonna wait till I got drafted because then we wouldn't break the contract we signed. We did a collab with Madison color a week ago and meeting fans and seeing them . Seeing the edits after about Azzi touching my arm and hiding it . I simply just can't have friends without someone trying to see if I'm with them or not .

I can't go out with "hey Paige I love you can I get a picture" or "can you sign this" or "can we make a TikTok" and who am I to say no . I basically signed for this . I knew what I was getting into . I just didn't know how invaluable and invasive fans can get.

There's a lot I don't say . I've never even said no. Not even when I was on vacation. I had a stalker . That was terrifying . But since I've met Bella it's just different. I'll always have a connection with Azzi . She's my best friend. Knowing that I'll always have fans who can't respect me as a person. Hurts. Knowing all they see is 'Paige bueckers all time basketball player of uccon' .

It's tiring when all I wanna do is go to the store and shop. I wanna go to the clubs and be able to drink a cup without being judged.
I wish I could walk down the street and actually sit and relax without forcing a smile for a picture or people. I love my fans . But I don't think they understand that I'm human to. I'm normal . I'm literally a person pursuing my dreams . Of If I knew the process it would take maybe I would've chosen different. But I guess that's what it takes. When the world knows your name and you enter the hall of fame .

I wrote this because I was really thinking about what she said and how there has been hella things going on in her life along with Azzi . I love them tg sm . But some people have taken it to far . They human so what if there dating there both adults and Paige should be able to have a normal life . I think we should definitely think about this more. ⬇️💕⬇️💕⬇️💕