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"Courtney what are we talking about here, honestly?!" I just sat on the bed with my arms crossed over my chest.
She was just saying a bunch of nothing to me honestly. Lately, it's been a bunch of nothing. I don't want to be that person, but I just don't see it with her anymore.
Haven't seen it with her for a while. Prior to being reconnected with Beyoncé.
I always felt something was off about her.
"You think I'm dumb? You still sleeping with that hoe." I just looked at confused.
"I'm not sure who the hoe in question is..."
"Beyoncé?! Don't play.."
"Considering that fact that she's not a hoe nor am I sleeping with her. I'm not playing." I honestly said. She just looked at me and started speaking again.
"Why can't you be honest?"
"I'm being honest, I'm not sleeping with Beyoncé."
"Why don't I believe you?" She questioned.
"Sounds like a you issue to me. I know what I'm doing and what I'm not. It's not Beyoncé." I just shrugged.
This is a problem with her. She always assuming I was cheating on her. Before Beyoncé award appearance, she was accusing me of sleeping with freaking Robyn.
Robyn.. like Robyn? I mean Robyn is a gorgeous girl, but I don't see myself doing that with her. Now Solange and Robyn? More convincing for other reasons I won't get into.
"Onika are you listening to me?!?"
"Yeah, no." I said honestly.
"I'm sick of the accusing every single month. It's so tiring Courtney. I'm tired, you want me to cheat so bad. I never saw anyone push their partner to cheat on them." I pushed myself off of the bed.
People don't believe it, but one definitely can be pushed into cheating. And no it doesn't have to be physically cheating but emotionally too. It's contradictory but think about it simply. Imagine all the turmoil in your relationship, it's going downhill and nowhere to fixing it.
What is that person going to do? Find someone else to provide them comfort. Sometimes, it happens involuntarily and causes guilt. They most likely leave once they find their comfort.
