HARRYS POV
we finished the rest of the concert before running of backstage, we were all out of breath from having to run around all the time.
we got changed back into our clothes we were wearing before the concert and gave our stage clothes back to lou, of course i got changed in the bathroom. i couldn't risk them seeing my cuts or seeing how skinny i was. we were giving our clothes back to lou when she said
lou ~ "niall can i speak to you really quick, like alone."
she sounded worried
n ~ "yeah sure, what's up?"
lou ~ "uhh i noticed your jacket that you gave to me has blood on the sleeve.."
my face went red
n ~ "uhh i was.... eating- and it spilled down my arm" i came up with the first excuse that came to mind
lou ~ "oh okay. what were you eating?"
n ~ "uhhhh... pasta- and the sauce spilled down me"
lou ~ "oh okay. just tell me if there's any thing wrong okay?"
n ~ "of course" i said smiley
fuck that was so close. i nearly got caught. i feel like she didn't buy it tho. i just hope she don't tell the boys or anyone at this point. i want to keep this a secret that no one knows about.
we all got in the car that our driver was driving and he took us to our interview with james corden since we had one straight after the concert. when we got there we got out the car and fans were swarming outside our car and the interview place. how were we supposed to get through this.
before i knew it one of our security guards opened the car door and we all got out and everyone was screaming. it hurt my ears so bad but my claustrophobia was starting to kick in. fuck, i feel like everything's closing in on me, everything going really blurry. i felt like i was going to pass out any moment before i was shoved inside the building, i needed support so i grabbed onto louis shoulder and put all my weight on him, i started to sob into his neck and he pulled me into a hug
lo ~ "it's okay niall, did you get claustrophobic?"
n ~ "mhm"
lo ~ "it's okay nialler, it'll be okay."
he said rubbing circles on my back. we stayed like this till i started to calm down. we started to walk towards where we had the interview and sat down on the couches next to james
*j = james corden*
j ~ "ready boys?"
"yeah" we all said
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