wrong direction

chapter 4

NO ONES POV

li ~ "well that didn't go well"

h ~ "well one of us needs to go check on him"

z ~ "i will"

zayn said and starts walking up the stairs to nialls room. he knocked gently on nialls door

z ~ "niall i'm coming in"

zayn said before pushing niall door open. he saw niall curled up into a ball in the corner of his room.

z ~ "oh niall"

zayn rushed over to niall and started to rub circles on his back comforting him

z ~ "niall look at me"

niall shook his head

z ~ "niall look at me!"

zayn said with more power and it worked cause niall looked up

n ~ "what"

niall said softly

z ~ "just please tell me what's wrong, now that we're not with the other boys, it's only me niall, just me"

niall looked up and gave zayn a 'i need help' face and shrugged his shoulders

z ~ "niall just please tell me, i can help you get through this"

n ~ "i don't know, i guess i've just been depressed, lately."

z ~ "niall mate, why didn't you tell anyone?"

n ~ "i don't know, i guess i thought i could handle it myself and i couldn't really trust anyone"

z ~ "but niall you always knew i was here for you"

niall just shrugged

z ~ "but one thing i want to know niall is, why have you not been eating and not getting changed near us. have you been starving yourself niall?"

n ~ "no! just please go zayn, i want some time alone"

z ~ "okay but please tell me if there's something wrong you can tell me"

n ~ "okay. zayn?"

z ~ "yeah"

n ~ "please don't tell the other boys"

z ~ "okay, i won't but they have to know soon, it'll be better if they know about this, but i won't tell them yet don't worry"

n ~ "thanks"

z ~ "no problem nialler"

zayn shut nialls door behind him and put his head in his hands. how could he of not noticed that one of his best friends is depressed. zayn trod down the stairs slowly and sat back down on the couch with the boys, he could feel the stares on him.

li ~ "well?"

z ~ "i don't want to talk about it okay"

zayn said sharply. the boys looked confused at eachother

NIALLS POV

fuck fuck fuck, why did i just tell zayn that i was depressed, and now he knows that i'm probaly starving my self. i just really hope the other boys don't find out. i got up off the floor and got in bed and soon enough drifted off into a peaceful sleep

ZAYNS POV

i'm going to go to sleep, night. i said before stepping up each step slowly. my mind still thinking of niall. how could i have not ever noticed this, i need to help him, i can't let him suffer alone, i was going to talk to him in the morning. i got in my room and shut the door behind me. i got into bed and snuggled up with my duvet, and finally fell asleep after thinking
about niall.