My Choise

Chapter 33💕

After some time I heard the brakes squealing and then the door slamming. Soon my jacket was placed on my shoulders.

You must be cold now. Jungkook said and sat next to me.

Thank you. I said and started to cry

What happened, Jimin? He sat closer to me and hugged me

I lean my head on his shoulder and sighed. I'm scared

From what? From the intership? From your graduate? From debut?

I shooked with my head

So from what are you scared, Jimin? He was talking in gently, smooth tone of voice, but I felt him to be pissed.

From future, Kookie. From future, I sobbed, without you. I said and felt him tense

And why should be your future without me, Jimin?

Because you'll leave me, or you'll cheated on me and I'll give up.

What? What happened, Jimin?

How long you know that you'll be Eun-ji's manager, Jungkook?

He closed his eyes. 2 days

See, and you didn't told me. What did you planed to tell me this weekend? When you will attend her welcome party?

Some lie about work, I guess.

See, that's the reason why I'm scared, Jungkook. You don't count with me in your future, in your life. I'm temporary thing, right? You never planed future with me. It's only some kind of game for you.

He was quiet and I knew that everything what I said is true.

I looked at him, he was bitting his lower lip, staring in front of him without blinking

I will pack my stuffs and move in dorm. I think that I can ask for transfer my intership under Yoongi. I wont bother you anymore.

I refused it. He whispered

What? I looked at him.

He looked at me and his eyes filled with tears. I said that I won't be her manager. And I won't attend her party.

I didn't told you, because I knew I won't do it, because you told me not to do it. And I didn't want you to be worry and sad. I wanted to talk about it with you today. I told you in practise room, that I want to talk with you.

I was staring at him, tears falling from my eyes and from his too.

I know what are people saying about me, Jimin. I know how many people hates me and throwing sticks under my feet. But I don't give a shit about them.

For them I'm Jeon fucking Jungkook. Arogant, selfish fucker. Who cares only about himself

But with you, only with you I'm me. You are the only person on the whole world who knows the real Jeon Jungkook. I gave you my whole me, Jimin. For the first time in my life I opened my heart and let someone in.

I can't be without you anymore Jimin. I can't live without you. I love you, why you can see that? He said and then he hide his face behind his palms.

I fell on my knees and hugged him. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Jungkook. I'm an idiot. I love you too. I love you Kookie, please look at me, please. I gave his palm down from his face

I'm sorry. Í'm stupid. I panicked and I... Forgive me, please. I love you

He was looking at me, stroking my face. I love you Jimin, really. Come I want something to show you