My Choise

Chapter 39💕

Jungkook's POV

I was preparing for Jimin coming on christmas I was so exited.

When I saw him last week. His chubby cheeks, god he was cute, he really gain some weight it was visible even over the blanket

I couldn't wait to cuddle with him, what would his ass looks like? Just the thought of it made my cock twitch.

I smiled and wraped another present for Jimin.

I heard Jin yelled. They are here. I ran from my room

I came with huge smile, hugged Tae and Yoongi and looked around

Where is Jimin? I asked with smile

Yoongi bitted his lip and Tae looked at him

He didn't come, Jungkook.

My smile faded. Why? I asked

He, I... Jungkook he...

He has someone, right?

What? NO! He isn't feel well, Jungkook. He is sick

Stop lying, Tae. I saw it on him when I was there last time. He doesn't love me anymore and I can't blame him. He aborted child what he wanted because of me. Of course he hates me, he will never forgive me, right?

My eyes filled with tears.

It's not like that, Jungkook. Yoongi said

So how is it like? Tell me

I would love to, but it don't deppend on me. It's not my thing

I nodded with my head and was about to leave up-stairs

He loves you, Jungkook. Still the same, wait till you hear his album. It's all about his love for you

I looked at Tae. But I don't care about any album. I want him, here with me. I can't wait anymore

I walked in my room and took my phone out and dialed his number

Jungkook?

Why?

I'm sorry. I'm not feel good. I heard him cry and I cried too.

Why are you crying? Why didn't you told me? I could come in LA and be with you. But I think that you don't want it anymore, am I right?

What? No, Jungkook, no. I love you, but...

But what? Jimin

I'm scared

He said and I froze. I sat on floor and hugged myself

Jimin, I whispered and closed my eyes. Do you want to break up?

No, I don't want to, but if you don't love me anymore, you are free. I'll come back in march and then you can tell me if you still want me or no.

I will always want you, Jimin. I will always love you. Ok, let's have a break. And when you will come back in march I will be here, waiting for you

It's three months

Yes

Can you be honest?

Yes

Will you find someone for sex?

Three months are long time

I know, he said and I heard him cry. But I decided to ingore it.

Jungkook?

Hm?

Can you please, please don't take anyone in our bed?