Arsenal fav women

Another loss

Y/n pov

After the sound of the whistles you crumble to the ground in defeat and exhaustion as Chelsea has just beaten arsenal 2-1 you couldn't believe it the chance of this season going well has gone down the drain you and the girls have given it your all but still not good enough how could that be you are letting down the fans and the teams

You are brought out of your thought by a hand on your back you look up with tears on the verge of spilling over to see a teary eyed foxy

"Y/n come here" Emily says pulling you off the ground into a hug you hear her sniffling in your ear and you start to cry too

When you pull away from the hug you pull up your jersey to wipe your face before you go face the rest of the team and fans foxy is looking at you with a look that breaks your heart she puts her all into the game and to see her like this it's the worst

"Foxy I'm so sorry" you say wiping your face from the sweat and tears

"You did everything I could have asked you to do y/n/n you won the ball every single time this just wasn't our game" Emily says wiping her face

You and foxy walk over to the huddle you keep your head down not wanting to see Jonas and his disappointed looks

"This is not the out come we wanted from the match but all we have to blame is yourself y/n you let a ball go past you and they scored so everyone can put your anger her way" Jonas says you freeze feeling the anxiety rising your heart beat so loud now it's all you can hear

"What the fuck Jonas if this is anyone's fault it's you be a fucking manager" Katie yells getting into Jonas's face but Caitlin and Beth pull her back

"I'm sorry for letting that ball through it was my fault that the final goal went in" you said staring at the ground as tears fell

"This is crap Jonas and you know it y/n and the team we did all we could you've been working us to hard with no break so yes we are being run into the ground" Leah says

Jonas storms off cursing as he goes off the pitch

Alessia hugs you

"It's not your fault" Alessia says

"I know" you say

"Y/n/n it's really not your fault" Leah says from beside you squeezing your arm reassuringly

You go around the pitch with the girls and meet all the fans which does always cheer you up a bit you just can't get Jonas out of your head

Jonas tries to talk to you when you walk out of the locker room to your cars but Katie pushes you on not wanting you to deal with him

You are loaded into Leah's car with Kyra

You all wave to the fans as you pull out

"I can't believe the nerve of him" Kyra says finally breaking the silence

You sigh running your hand over your face

"I feel like the teams falling apart and I truly hate it" you say

Leah puts her hand on your leg reassuringly from the drivers seat

"None of us did anything to deserve what Jonas did out there in the pitch" Leah says honestly

"I don't even feel like we've been playing badly it's just the managing and subbing he's running us dry so we have no energy left I mean we were all playing three days ago than had to fly and everything to come and play again it's madness" Kyra rants from behind

"I couldn't have said it better Kyra" Leah says solemnly

Authors notes

Sorry for being away so long I got busy with school but I'm back and gonna be posting more if y'all want me to make a new story or have any ideas please share I would love to hear them!

Jonas is the worst he needs to go I love arsenal win or lose but I hate seeing the girls upset on the pitch at the end of a match they gave their all for