Pretty boy

"I still love him."

"Y/n, You left five for a reason." Bsf/n sighed. "Ik, but I still love him." I replied "Get over him then, there's other fish in the sea." Bsf/n scoffs. "Look I love you, but you have no room to talk when you've been on and off with your ex for months now. If I were you I would take my own advice instead of being a fucking hypocrite, and five actually loved me for once instead of just using me." I snap.

The room was silent as I get ready to leave my apartment. I put on fives blazer and start heading out. As I walk down the street, I see couples having a good time laughing and being cute. I ignore it and keep walking. I walk into a bar where I had a gig set up.

*flashback*

I was listening to music while getting ready for the day and started singing. Diet mountain dew was my favorite song and I would sing it all day long.

"Baby put on heart shaped sunglasses cuz we're gonna take a ride, I'm not gonna listen to what the past says i've been waitin' up all night."

I wasn't paying attention when I felt a pair of arms pull me close from behind. "I love your voice." Five said. "I've always wanted to sing, ever since I was 6." I replied. "Well you're Damn good at it darling." He nuzzled his head in my neck leaving small kisses. I giggled and leaned my head back on his shoulder, playing with his hair. "I love you, so much." I say. "I love you more darling. More than moon loves the stars in the night sky." Five replied.

*end flashback*

It was almost time for me to step out to stage, When someone started a bar fight. "What the fuck is wrong with you shithead, now my blazers stained." Scoffed a familiar voice. I peeked behind the wall and saw five. What are the fucking odds that my ex would just so happen to be at the same bar that I have a gig at. I took a deep breathe and stepped out. "Hey look at the pretty lady." One guy spat. "Hey hot stuff, let me take you home tonight!" Another yells clearly drunk. I see five turn and see me. His gaze softens and he smiles a little, I missed that smile.

"You're no good for me, baby you're no good for me. You're no good for me, but baby I want you I want. Diet mountain dew baby New York city, never was there a girl so pretty do you think we'll be in love forever, do you think we'll be in love. Diet mountain dew baby New York City, can we get it now low down and gritty, do you think we'll be in love forever do you think we'll be in love."

"Omg I love this song!" A women squealed. "She's got a beautiful voice." Another complimented. "Whoever she belongs to, they must me a lucky guy." One man states. I remember I never took fives blazer off before coming out on stage. It made me feel less nervous.

"Baby put on heartshaped sunglasses cuz we're gonna take a ride, I'm not gonna listen to what the past says, i've been waitin' up all night. Take another drag, turn me to ashes, ready fir another lie. Says he's gonna teach me just what fast is, says it's gonna be alright."

I see five walking to the stage, but I keep singing and ignore him as best as I can. As he keeps getting closer and closer, my gaze falls on his green eyes. The same green eyes I used to get lost in before everything.

*flashback*

I was cleaning up our room when I found some old pictures of me and five. I smiled and put them on our dresser. It was getting late and five would sometimes stay out late working. When he got home he was angrier than usual.

I stayed calm and thought something must've happened at work to get him so upset. He was always gentle and patient with me when he was like this, but this time he wasn't.

"Five? Did I do something?" I asked. "No, I just need a fucking break! I can't get one God damn minute to myself anymore." He snapped. "I'm sorry." I apologize. "It's fine, I just need some fucking space!" He snaps again. "Sorry." I apologize again. "Would you stop apologizing y/n! Its getting annoying! Just get the fuck outta here!" He shouted. I step out of the room and walk to our room trying to fight the tears that threaten to fall from my eyes. I hated to admit I was the sensitive type, but I was. I only fought the tears because I never wanted to cry in front of anyone. I knew that it was ok to cry, but I still thought it made me look weak. I hated that he yelled at me like to leave. I didn't even take my things I just decided to leave.

And we never spoke to each other after that night.

*end flashback*

*time skip*

After my gig I went backstage to get ready to leave. I heard a familiar whoosh and started to speak. "Hi five..." I say. "You did great." Five replied. "Thank you." I say looking down.
"I'm sorry y/n." He said. "For What?" I ask. "For everything that happened, for driving you away." He said. I stayed silent and stared off into space. "You still sing just as beautiful as you did when I had you." He said.
I turned around to see him.  "I see you still wear my blazer." Five remarks. "Yeah, It helps me get over my nerves." I say. "Y/n, I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, I know what you had to go through and why you apologized so much. It wasn't you fault I was angry, I shouldn't have taken it out on you." Five voice softens and he starts to walk closer towards me. I look up at him, and I see those beautiful green eyes again. "Please forgive me y/n." Five pleaded. A tear falls down my face and I nod. Five pulls me in a right hug and tries to calm me down. He leaves small kisses on the top of my head, holding me tighter.

"I'm so sorry sweetheart. This won't happen again.... I promise."