𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 || heeseung ff

02

HEESEUNG

I arrive to her house and knock on the door

'Fuck I'm so nervous'

She opens the door w the brightest smile ever revealing herself wearing my hoodie and some shorts.

"HIII!!" She said excitedly.

I couldn't help but smile.

I open my arms and she jumps into them.

We walk up the stairs and into her bedroom.

"What'd u wanna talk about?" She asks me.

My breath hitches.

'Fuck'

"I just uh wanted to tell u that I auditioned to be in a survival show" I say hesitantly.

Her smile slowly drops.

'Oh fuck'

"That's great!!" She picks her smile back up.

I give her a soft smile and slowly wrap my arms around her.

We get comfortable in her bed.

"So ur gonna be a kpop idol?" She randomly asks me

"Yeah I am" I chuckle.

"Wowww THE LEE HEESEUNG is gonna be a kpop idol I'm scared for ur ego" she jokes

I playfully roll my eyes at her while she laughs.

June 29, 2020 (the day)

HEESEUNG

I get a call from the agency. Unknowingly I pick up the phone "hello is this Lee heeseung?" The person on the other side speaks.

"Yes this is he."

"Great! We wanted to ask if you were available to meet today at HYBE building at 12:00 pm?"

I agree, not knowing what they were gonna ask me.

Excitement fills my insides and I start to prep myself to make my way there.

I head out the door and start walking there.

Once I arrived I was greeted by a older woman about 26 years old and long black dress with a slick back bun.

She asks me to sit in her office.

"Well Mr. Lee heeseung, I'm impressed by your audition. I must say ur vocals are amazing and your dancing is exceptional."

I bow to her w one of the biggest grins on my face and mutter a bunch of thanks you's.

She starts to speak again "we wanted to let you know that u made it to the survival show congrats!" She says w a small smile.

"However," she spoke her proud and nice demeanor had changed.

My breath hitches.

'Fuck that doesn't sound good..'

"We did a deep dive on you and found out you had a girlfriend, Kim Misung?"

My heart drops. I felt as if someone had stepped on it.

I stutter "y-yes I do.."

"Well in this industry dating is inappropriate and unprofessional." She says in a strict tone that makes me sick to my stomach hearing the words coming out of her mouth."

"The survival show will soon start so we need for you to pack your clothes and break up with your girlfriend" she said in a tone so flat it made me sick.

'How could she say it so easily.'

I slowly started to panic but not too much to the point where I had a panic attack.

I nod once more to her as she escorts me out her office "Thank you. We will text you the details shortly."

I walk out of the building and back home.

I collapse myself on my bed letting myself drown in my thoughts.

'Fuck fuck fuck.'

'How am I gonna do this.'

'Can I even do it?' I ask myself.

My eyes start to get glossy and a warm tear drops down the side of my cheek.

My phone suddenly lights up

MIMI!! 🤍 : HI BABYY!!! IMY CAN WE HG??

'Fuck.'

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