Joseph's pov
All the way home Roger and David would talk about something . They had a very unsatisfied looks on their faces as if they were arguing over something but I was so overwhelmed that I didn't pay attention to any of what they were talking about.
Once we were home Roger told me to sit on a sofa in the living room and wait for them , he said we'll need to discuss something very important and it made me feel so nervous and embarrassed remembering all the things happen in that building.
I could feel my hands shaking and sweating, body trembling, teeth shattering i was so scared and uneasy.
Then I saw David and Rodger entering the living room with a bag in their hands.
"Firstly make yourself comfortable and listen carefully" David said in a demanding tone, usually Roger is the one who talks in this manner.
" I wanna start off with the fact that you Joseph Collins got adopted by me David and Roger Beardsley's " he said holding documents in his hands and looking straight into my eyes .
"Meaning you're going to be living with us in this house. Hopefully we'll be able to give you all the affection and care you need Joseph " and that's where my heart almost stopped beating and something kicked in my tummy giving me adrenaline rush . I couldn't comprehend what was happening
"I know all of it happened so fast" he said noticing my face sweating and hands clenching into small fists .
" But I'm sure you'll adapt to it very soon, but that's still not everything that we wanted to discuss with you today" there is more they want to talk about i thought very anxious to myself
David shared a gaze with Roger and Roger continued.
"Since we are your official parents now , it will mean you're under our control . Which again means we are in charge for you Joseph" he said now getting on my level and carefully caressing my arm which made me feel slightly uncomfortable "Give me a nod if you understand what I'm saying " he command now trying to make my eyes meet his . I slightly looked up at him and nodded realising i had no more better options.
" And since we are your parents" he repeated pausing for a second
"We'd prefer it if you'd call us Daddy or Papa, but we really don't want to make you uncomfortable or pressure you anyhow Joseph so it's totally upto you on how to refer to us" now David continued . The whole conversation was making me so cringe and nervous , but the actual hell started when Roger suddenly said
"But now back to one of the decisions we made for you today" he said picking up the huge bag from David's amrs and putting it next to me on the sofa"I believe keeping you in diapers" he said getting a huge diaper bag out of the bag " Would be the most logical action to take against your wetting issues until we , well mostly David finds a better solution for a current problem. Why David , because he specialises in kids anatomy better than i do" he said finishing his sentence.
I was in total shock. My eyes widened as if i saw a death .Was it just some stupid joke they were playing on me. Like daddy's and baby's. Diapers and bottles. Because i couldn't believe in what was happening.
"I refuse to " i said ignoring their request
"You can't do that to me , it's again law , it's humiliating and I'm not going to be calling you any of the Dada Baba words I'm not 5 im 17 and I'm almost an adul i said getting off the sofa
"Well we didn't expect an opposite reaction" Roger said teasingly which pissed me off
" Joseph I'm not asking you to wear diapers, what I'm saying is that you will wear diapers for your own good until we run more tests on you to see what's actually causing your wetting your pants"
"We are not trying to humiliate you, we are trying to help you . So please don't make it difficult for all of us . He finished his sentence
" I said no , no no no and no " there is no way I am going to wear diapers.
" Joseph Collins don't make me repeat myself, it didn't end well last time you misbehaved. So be mindful "
" I said NO . I don't need diapers i can control myself. I tried to come up with every possible argument but fuck me that is not true
" Your words don't match your own actions Joseph "
" Listen Joseph here is a diaper you go and put it on so we all can have a nice dinner or i go and put it on amd you won't be enjoying it as much " he said now kinda threatening me . And this guy says he wants to be my dad .
" I said no and you can't make me " i said and slightly regretted it.
Roger came up to me he was so tall i had to look up . He picked me up like an infant and grabbed the pack of diapers and other things to their room
" Okay let's have you diapered " he said first laying what it looked like a waterproof blanket on their massive bed and then placing me on that thing. Then he pulled me closer to himself by my legs which made me squirm .
He placed his huge hands on the lower part of my body trying to remove my pants but I was holding so tight on them not letting him lower them
" Joe come on it's not that bad" he said now tickling me in my tummy making my grip weaker and lowering my pants exposing the white briefs i was wearing. I was so discomfit i just couldn't handle it.
He was now lowering my underwear i was soo ashamed being exposed like that made me feel as if i was a 2 year old toddler who's being changed by his father.
" WAIT NO PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO". I now started screaming , i screwed all of this holding back and was now screaming loudly.
"PLEASE NO I WON'T PISS MYSELF ANYMORE I PROMISE" i was screaming and kicking my legs, squirming
"Joseph stop screaming you are not 5 remember?" He said teasingly
I was now exposed my genitails were exposed. He was sliding a semi thick diaper under me . It was so white as if it was for real babies. He shoved his hand down the bag and got the baby oil out.
" Now lay still Joseph let me rub the oil on you and examine somethings out" he put his gloves on and starts rubbing the oil on my manhood. It was honestly feeling good having the arm massage me . I could fall asleep like that but at some point he slightly pressed on my sensitive part which made me yelped and i had sudden urge to pee. It was so bad i thought I'd pee myself . I closed my eyes for a moment and looked down when i saw Roger with empathetic look on his face and when i looked down at his gloved hand i noticed a huge puddle on still unwrapped diaper
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I'm not a baby!
Fanfictionhi im Joseph... I've been living in orphanage for 17 years now and it's time to escape , though i really really am scared , but I'm a tough guy, well at least i have to be one. They've been treating me like shit all this time and i really really am...