Jiara P4L (english version)

Partners

Before I start this chapter I would like to apologize to everyone who saved and read my story for making you wait so long, this is a bit of a stressful time for me. Despite this I hope that the next chapters will be worth the wait.

HAPPY READING!!!!

KIARA'S POV:

It's over. I did it. But I don't feel better, at all. I feel like crap. What do I do now? I'm here on the beach with a body and a knife stained with blood and with my fingerprints on it. I don't have an accomplice, no one who can help me. I can't breathe, I feel short of breath, I'm gasping, I feel my chest lowering and rising, but I can't feel the air reaching my lungs, as if I were trying to breathe underwater, I fall to my knees, I feel my heartbeat speeding up, I instinctively carry a hand to chest stay calm Kie, you'll be able to fix everything. I repeat it to myself until it feels real, I start breathing again, I lie down on the sand, I feel my heart return to its normal beat, I take a couple of deep breaths and then I feel the first tear wetting my right cheek, I dry it immediately, but then here's another, and another, and again, until I lose control and then I let the tears turn into disconsolate and uncontrollable crying. "Hey! Nina! Are you here?!" I recognize this voice, it's JJ, I try to get up, to run away, but I can't, I struggle to my feet and as soon as I take a step I fall to the ground again "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED HERE!" this, yes, this is a problem.

JJ'S POV:

"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED HERE!"... "KIARA WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!" she turns, looks at me, for a moment I step back, I can't breathe "JJ, I can explain" I look at her in disbelief, but then I see her eyes, tired and full of tears, full of fear "Kiara..." "No JJ don't say anything, I have to explain." I swallow hard, I feel a lump in my throat "Do you want to talk... Then talk, come on" she wipes her tears "First I have to ask you something" I look at her questioningly "Did you fuck Nina? After what happened between us ?" shit how do you explain this JJ, huh? I would really like to know. I can't speak, I look away, everyone knows, whoever is silent agrees "I knew it... I was sure of it" I go back to staring at her "Kiara fuck you, you fucked John B, my best friend!" an awkward silence falls "I stabbed her JJ, I did it intentionally, and I don't regret it. You got her pregnant, you bastard! That's why I freaked out, that's why I killed her, you piece of shit, because not only did you fuck her at the worst moment in the universe, no you didn't limit yourself to that, you actually got her pregnant!" He's right about that, I was an asshole, but that doesn't seem like a good excuse for murder "So that's why you made the right decision to kill her?!" her eyes are teary "JJ please, I screwed up I know, but I freaked out when she told me... I couldn't control myself anymore... but now I need your help... you please JJ... help me..." seeing her like this makes me feel bad, her voice breaks more and more frequently, she made a mistake, but who among us hasn't, lately everything is a mess between us pogues, and divide us further it would only make things worse "Ok Kie listen to me, we can't leave her here, give me a hand, we have to hide her" she looks at me with fearful eyes "And where... she has to disappear... how do we make sure that... that then... well... then they don't find the body?" it's true, how are we going to hide it so they don't find it, JJ thinks he thinks... "I'M HERE!" Kie stares at me expecting me to continue the sentence "The water, let's throw it into the water, no one will find it at the bottom of the sea" he continues to look at me, this time as if I had said the biggest bullshit in the world "What is it?" I ask her "JJ... not to ruin your dreams but... well you see.. the dead float in the water..." I look around "All you have to do is send it to the bottom with a weight..." "I AM HERE!" she exclaims "Wait for me here" she says, then runs away running and returns two minutes later with a pair of those weights that bodybuilders use to train; I look at her in amazement "Where did you get those?" she smiles at me "The owner of the bar is a sportsman" then he lifts the weights as if to show them off "He has a lot of them, he won't notice he's lost two" at this point I smile too this girl really drives me crazy, I wonder Where do you get all these absurd ideas from? "Ok but we would need something to tie them..." he smiles again "I thought about this too" he says showing a rope "We will tie the two weights together and then tie them to... to..." I wait a few seconds and then conclude her sentence since she is not able to do it "to the corpse, to Nina's body..." for a while there is this awkward silence that gives me shivers "Kie... maybe we should... well we should ..." she looks at me with a curious look "We should do what JJ" I know very well that she won't like this idea but I finish my sentence "We should call the police" her eyes widen "JJ no, no please don't do it... JJ I can't afford to go to prison for manslaughter... please..." he has tears in his eyes "Kie I know but I think it's the right thing to do, I..." he falls into kneeling, I run to her to make sure she's okay, as soon as I kneel in front of her Kie puts her head on my shoulder, and starts crying, I hug her, I love her and hearing her cry is the last thing I want "JJ please... I can't... I can't go to prison... please... help me" that cry for help, that whisper, my every belief gives way, I can't betray Kie, not again I've already done it many messes, I have already made her suffer more than necessary "Ok..." she raises her head "Ok?..." I look into her eyes "Ok, I will help you solve this mess" she smiles at me and hugs me " I love you JJ" my heart skips a beat "I love you too Kie."

KIARA'S POV:

Now half an hour has passed, we're almost finished, all we have to do is throw it into the water together with the knife to erase every trace. "Ready?" I nod without even looking at him, we lift the body "Ok, 3.... 2..... 1....." we throw that corpse as far away as possible and we walk towards home, neither of us speaks, neither of us he feels it. We get to my house, I don't want to go into that place, not today, not now, not after what happened "JJ..." "Yes Kie?" I look at him "I don't want to go home today... I can't do it" I feel as if he fully understands me, I see him bow his head "You can sleep with me if you want" I nod and inside I thank him a million times, we get together walking again. "Welcome to my humble abode princess!" JJ exclaims, he always does it, every time I come to his house, I laugh spontaneously, then I enter the house and throw myself on the sofa, he follows me, sits next to me "Kie... I know you probably don't have no desire to talk about it but... may I know what went through your mind when you decided to kill Nina?!" he said it almost shouting and when he puts his head in his hands I understand that it wasn't his intention to shout at me. I put a hand on his shoulder "JJ I screwed up, you had nothing to do with it okay? Even if they found her, I'd end up in trouble, not you" his expression hasn't changed at all, he still has his head in his hands" JJ... I don't want to see you like this..." I don't know what to do... I move closer to him but as soon as I touch his shoulder he pulls away "JJ please stop doing this and listen to me ok?.." he doesn't say anything "JJ..." for the first time he looks at me "Kie I'm guilty too ok! I helped you! I'm your fucking accomplice!" the more he screams the more I feel tears in my eyes, my hands are shaking "JJ please..." "No Kie! Nothing please! I'm just as guilty as you" that's enough, he has to calm down, he has to do it "JJ!" he looks at me, I have never shouted at him "Enough! I killed Nina, those are my fingerprints on the knife and on Nina's body! If they find her... I... I promise that..." " Promise what Kie is!? Promise what!" now my eyes are teary, I realize it, I slowly approach "I promise... I will take all the blame... you won't set foot in court... I have nothing to lose, except you JJ... so no, I won't let them accuse you of anything, you'll never even be mentioned" I take his hand "I swear..." I get up and walk out of that house "Kie... Kie Wait! I start running, crying, I killed someone, I got JJ involved... I'm... I'm... I'm a fucking disaster!