Someplace Far Away

Apology

"Oh god, I'm such an idiot. OMG fairy godmother if you are watching me please kill me. Ek ladka tujhe saamne se puch rha hai aur tujhe MISS MATurE banna hai" I hide my face and scream when I leave the pillow for some fresh air I see my cousin brother Ansh standing at the door frame with his phone camera at me. S.H.I.T

"Miliye pyaar mein paagal SAMAIRA KHAN se JiSNE APNI SAARI UMAR PADHAI KE NAAM KARDI LEKIN AB PYAAR MEIN HAI. JEE HAAAA" he recorded all of my bakwaas. I try to grab him by the collar but he is very tall. All our relatives wanna get us married since we are already very close and he is my Phuppo ka ladka. But me and him wanna stay the best cousin duo ever and just shrug it off like we never heard anything.

"ANSH PHONE DE WARNA " I try to warn him

"WARNA KYA?" he smiled mischeviously.

I DON'T Like THAT SMILE AT ALL IT ALWAYS BRINGS BAD NEWS TO ME OH FUCK I'M SO SCREWED.

I heard another knock it was my sister Inaya saying that one of classmate had come outside and was asking for notes. I gave Ansh a side eye and walked away.

I opened the door and saw the least expected person on my door. KAAAAIZZZZ. WHAT WAS HE DOING HERE? DID HE COME TO ASK ME OUT AGAIN? AND WTF AM I WEARING? PJ'S? MY HAIR IS LIKE A BIRD'S NEST?

I have a cold feet now. I am frozen. I try to recollect my thoughts.

"Hi...Hello...Samaira?!!" I hear a voice. Ok I'm back on earth.

"Heyyyyy" I say in a high pitched squeaky voice that was very obviously not mine. Instant regret.

"Can we go to the cafe in next block it's their opening today and I have not completed my notes since I had to go for soccer practice? Kya tum help kar dogi meri?" he said with the brightest smile..HAYEEEEE MEIN MARJAWAAN

"YEA SURE " I say it with very much enthusiasm making it obvious that I'm super excited.

I go in slam the door and quickly go change into some casual clothes I don't wanna make a bad impression lekin bewakoof Samaira u already were looking a boiled potato in front of him. I try not to remember the embarrassment from before I smell myself reassure that I don't stink. I took a quick shower to make everything sure.

When I came out I saw Ansh smirking like an idiot. I didn't have time to arguue with him but i definitely heard him saying CHACHI JAAN AAYEGI TO MEIN KEH DOOGA GRACY KE SAATH GAI HAI.

I smile.

Present day:

Kaiz got discharged today. I finally return to the hospital I have a morning shift today no surgeries. I am thinking about everything Roshan said is it really karma? I rethink again. Was it really Kaiz's fault or was it entirely only Gracy's fault? My mind has been so engrossed in this chaos I don't realise I am already in the parking lot. I walk up to my office still distracted and find a bouquet on my table. Its purple hyacinths. It means apology. The first person that comes to my mind is Roshan. Did he apologise for saying it all yesterday?

I proceed with my day and no thoughts aabout Kaiz or those flowers are on my mind now. I am completely into consulting my patients and discharging processes.

Its 7 in the evening. My shift is over and I go back to my car and see another bunch of hyacinths and yellow tulips. Great now someone is saying thank you also. I try remembering is it friendship day today why is Roshan being extremely nice to me his job is to bully me.

I call him just to find he is not the one who is being so generous. I don't know but I kept the flowers anyway.

It's been over a 4 months now I recieved the same flowers over and over again I never knew when Valentine's day arrived it's been long time. I usually take an off during 14th because I meet my family and celebrate valentine's with them. I was about to leave my house and get on the last train to Canberra Someone rang the doorbell. I reach for the door. A person is standing with a bouquet of 100 roses in front of me...

"Ka..a..iz?" I stutter at his name. I stutter at that name which I have thought about a million times and think about thousand times in a day. I stutter at that name who has had all my firsts. I stutter at that name who gave me all the happiness and sadness anyone could ever give me in this world. I don't know when but my eyes start to tear up. It was one tear and then another fell on my cheek.

Kaiz...he cane back for me he kept the roses on the table and told me he needed to explain himself. I was already drowned in my emotions and my brain had stopped processing every single thing. I asked myself should I give him one more chance? Should I? Should I let him explain himself? I wipe away my tears let him in. And phone my parents informing them I won't be able to make it due to a case.

Now I am sitting in front of my First love and ex-boyfriend on a valentine eve giving him permission to explain himself why did he break my heart.....

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Sorry for late updates hope u loved this part