𝑰𝒅𝒐𝒍𝒔 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆

SBS Gayo Daejun 2018 (Taehyung POV.)

(STREAM MANTRA ON YOUTUBE AND VOTE MANTRA ON MNET)

Taehyung POV.

We all BTS members decided to attend the award show. And Jennie told me BLACKPINK will also attend, it's a good thing that I can see her lol because BLACKPINK doesn't really attend award shows due to some reason.

So as usual, we all got ready for the award program, we always attend every programs btw. But I was too busy to text Jennie today, and I guess she's busy too of course.

Time skip

We're now on the award program already, Jennie performed her iconic solo song 'SOLO' and it was amazing, it's the most iconic performance of BLACKPINK because this time BLACKPINK joined at the end of solo and started another iconic but group song  DDU DU DDU DU together, then FOREVER YOUNG, they slayed.

After some while, we had to stand on the stage. (idk why 😭) And surprisingly BLACKPINK had to stand beside us, Jennie stood just beside Jungkook who was behind me. And of course I took some glances at her, don't expect a boyfriend like me not to take secret glances at my girlfriend even if it's in front of the camera, and of course she did too, and it makes me satisfied.

Namjoon hyung and Jungkook also saw us stealing glances but I don't care. They perhaps knew I'd do that. And Jimin was standing really beside Rosè, I don't know what's between them but people ship them, she's the most shipped female idol with Jimin. Whatever, I care about my girlfriend only as long as they're not confirmed.

Our lovely dovely glancing moment was ruined because of Kai. Ughh, my satisfied face literally faltered seeing Kai coming, I told Jennie not to keep any normal friendship with him, but I'm sure she still has, and it bothers me. I looked at Kai's every movement while he was coming just to see if his band EXO is gonna stand close to Jennie, but fortunately he didn't.

I was looking at him while controlling my anger in my eyes, and our eyes met, that was the worst moment, I never wanna eye contact with someone like that. I know he doesn't have any fault in the 8+ months ago media play. But still I sure do know he likes Jennie. So I looked away angrily.

My blood was already getting heated, and then I noticed Kai looked at Jennie, Jennie probably also did that's why Kai smiled like some satisfaction. I felt my blood boil over inside me. It's like I was feeling hell in my veins already.

I tried hard to control myself, I bit my lips angrily, I was only thinking about that without focusing on the program. I was so angry and I felt my temper losing. But I still managed not to do anything yet.

But I actually did. I just couldn't control myself. I leaned back a little and said with enough volume so Jennie could hear. I told her "don't do it". I coldly warned her not to look at Kai anymore. If I say angrily she'd be more scared, and I don't wanna scare her too much, but I need to stop her from looking at him.

Fans will definitely ship Jennie with Kai again and say "oH mY gOD fIR sOmE toXic FanS tHeY hAD tO brEaKuP" like no bitch, it was just a media play! But who'll tell them the truth. They'll say Jennie and Kai still love each other. I don't know about the Kai dude, but Jennie has to love me only.

Jennie lowered her head innocently after I warned her as if she's not the one doing it on purpose to make me angry to have fun seeing my jealous face. But as long as she's not looking at other men anymore, it's fine.

And also I saw Namjoon hyung and Jungkook being Namshook and Jungshook behind me after hearing me. They were definitely shocked, lol.