Scumbag Falls for Fiance After Breaking Engagement(ABO)

Chapter 83: Mirage by the Lake

　　Shen Liangyue sat on the spaceship, looking out the window at the countless planets flying by, and felt that this journey was like life. Those planets were rich and beautiful, just as he had met many lovely and interesting people, but Shen Liangyue passed by those people, and his heart guided him to the desolate and bleak ruins after the war.

　　That lonely planet was like their feelings, all the beauty was destroyed, leaving only desolation. It was definitely not the best planet in the universe, just like He Mingfeng was not the most perfect Alpha in the world, but Shen Liangyue still missed him. When he thought of He Mingfeng, he still felt the pull and bondage like the gravity of celestial bodies. All the past scenery seemed insignificant in front of the ruins. Shen Liangyue didn't know if this was what He Mingfeng said was "fate".

　　If feelings could conform to logic, then everyone would love the person with the best conditions, but the fact is - there are thousands of different people, and we all love different people. Feelings are a matter of personal experience.

　　After a day and night of flying, the spaceship landed in a desolate place. Shen Liangyue looked out the window. It was even more desolate than he had imagined. It was like a desert with no grass growing anywhere. Exile has been a torture since ancient times. Humans are social animals and always need the body temperature of another person to warm themselves. No one is willing to live alone in such an environment.

"Master, we are here." The old butler walked to Shen Liangyue, hesitant to speak. He considered for a long time, and finally said: "Have you really...thought it through?"

　　Shen Liangyue sat there without moving. He raised his head and silently looked at the gray-haired old man in front of him. The old housekeeper said slowly: "Master, I watched you grow up. In fact, I have always regarded you as my own child. I have always blamed myself for what happened five years ago. I don't want you to get hurt again."

　　"Butler..." Shen Liangyue reached out her hand to him emotionally, her beautiful face revealing unconcealable confusion and hesitation, as if she was a child seeking help from an adult.

　　"You must know what you will face if you get back together," the old housekeeper held his slightly cold hand, feeling distressed. "In the future, if he comes home late, will you have wild thoughts? If he gets too close to another person, will you be suspicious? If another Omega with ulterior motives appears next to him, what will you do?"

　　Shen Liangyue's face turned pale. Wasn't he afraid of these questions? Those cracks appeared in his memory hideously. Could they really be healed? Perhaps compared to "what has happened", "what is possible" is the more important thing in life.

　　Horrible things may exist forever and will always be a thorn in people's throat.

　　"Have you ever thought about these questions? Can you accept such a life? Can you still trust him?"

　　It's not that Shen Liangyue hadn't thought about these things, but these extremely realistic problems were frankly stated by the old housekeeper, which was still like a wake-up call. If they wanted to be together again, he had to trust He Mingfeng again. He Mingfeng could only give him part of this sense of security, and Shen Liangyue had to rebuild the other half by herself.

　　He couldn't live in fear all day, worrying day and night about whether his lover was loyal. His excessive sensitivity, which could not be eradicated due to his old injuries, would not only torture He Mingfeng, but also torture himself.

　　Shen Liangyue once heard a story about a wife who found out her husband had cheated on her, but they did not divorce for the sake of their children. The husband promised not to make the same mistake again, but the wife became sensitive and desperate, often hysterical and furious. She kept finding faults to quarrel with her husband and doubted the purpose of his every outing. Finally, the husband, who could not find peace at home, once again fell into the arms of another woman, and the wife seemed to have breathed a sigh of relief and found the evidence she wanted. The painful and cramped life exhausted the remaining affection, and they still divorced. The wife aged a lot and told everyone about her betrayal. The reluctant makeshift and indecisiveness will only make those who once loved each other become strangers or even enemies in the end.