No more middle class?

Chapter six

I hated waking up on Mondays, it was my least favorite day of the week. I really wasn't looking forward to seeing people or doing work, I'm just in a horrible mood today. But I always have the need to get ready even if I'm in a bad mood so I forced my self out of bed and jumped in the shower. I sang along to my new Weeknd album as I washed my long blonde hair and my whole body, just taking a shower made me in a better mood. I decided to wear jeans today even though I hated jeans with a passion.

We rode with our dad to school today so we get there pretty early. I wandered around the abnormally huge school, there was the freshmen and sophomore section. The junior and seniors have separate sections, the seniors have a much bigger section then any one else. I walked to a bathroom to look myself over, I had huge bags under my eyes even with a crap ton of makeup on. I walked around the school and made my way to the senior lockers which were purple and white, our school colors. I felt someone's hand slid across my waist and I shuttered at the stranger touching me very intimately. I turned around to see Carter showing off his pearly whites. "How are you" he said cheery. I rolled my eyes at him as he pouted because I ignored him. "I'm fine"

"What did I do" I looked at my feet as he approached me.

"You did nothing, I just hate Mondays and you're way to cheery for me" I ruffle his nicely did hair, he smacked my hands away. We walked together over to the cafe to get something to drink, I needed energy. "I need energy" I told Carter.

"Want a pop" he shows me a bag full of white stuff. He's so dumb to be carrying that on him or even doing it in general. I didn't even reply I just walked away, I didn't wanna be involved with someone like that, it's hard not be though when everyone and I mean everyone in my school do it. I walked to phycology class, the class I have with my step sister and Carter so I don't really know why I walked away from Carter when i have to talk to him because of a group project. I sat in my usual spot which was by Ethan, just in front of Carter and my sister. I fiddled with my hands so I didn't have to make eye contact with him when he walked into the classroom, Im maybe being a little over dramatic but he can ask me if I want drugs but not tell me about what happened the other night. "Everyone get with your groups for you project" the teacher immediately said when she walks in, she's wearing a long plaid skirt with and long sleeve shirt. I get up and walk to my group which consist of Carter, Selina, Rose and Nate. I didn't like rose very much, and Carter didn't like Nate, because me and Nate made up the morning after what happened but now Nate and Carter aren't friends. We were doing our project on depression it's due the day before we go on Christmas break in 3 weeks. We have to write an essay, make a slideshow and present them both. Nate sat right next to me, Carter sat on the other side and they couldn't stop glaring at each other. "You guys either move so I'm not in the middle or be more mature" I rolled my eyes at the two obnoxious boys I am sitting in the middle of.

"Sorry" they both said in unison. We start our project by researching what depression is, everyone knows what depression is, well at least they think they do. Everyone thinks depression is used for people to get attention and in some cases it is but in some cases depression is really there. I personally think doctors need to treat depression more seriously, my doctor and my psychiatrist treat it serious. I had a rough couple months before I moved here so I see a psychiatrist once a month and my doctor once every two months. But there are doctors that don't take it serious, my old doctor didn't take my depression very serious and turns out I have severe depression through the hard way of me almost overdosing on my old pain medication I had from when I broke my arm. I ease out of my thoughts to have Carter trying to talk to me one on one. "Why did you rush off earlier" he asked, I just shrugged and went back to typing in research into my computer.

It was finally the end of the day and I made it through it, I rode home with my father but instantly got into my matte black bmw and headed to the nearest mall to find a job. And maybe shop just a little bit. I turned my car off as I got out I seen a group of cars pulling up a few spot down from me, Carter and some brunette got out a white Ferrari. Great choice Carter,
i wish my parents were rich. I mentally sigh as my sister gets out of Jakes car, I hate people honestly. "Sageeeeeee" my sister shouted as she ran over to me. She was wearing leggings with a grey Victoria's Secret sweatshirt. "What are you doing here" she asked me, Carter walked up with the girl by his side.

"Looking for a job" I said, then the brunette laughed at me. I now wanna punch her in her face.

"What's so funny about that" I ask her as Carter stood there so awkwardly.

"It's pathetic actually"

"If anyone or anythings pathetic, it's you and your fake ass tan and hair." I wink at her, I don't deal with bitches. She was now silent holding onto Carters arm, I just rolled my eyes. He looked at me like he was doing something wrong. I just walked away and went to find a job. I applied at every restaurant and clothing store they have in this mall. It was around 9 pm when I got home, I had very little homework to do so I just watched 90210. I was far into the show when my phone went off.

2242330909: Hey!
Me: who is this????
2242330909: Carter...
Me: oh, how'd you get my number?
Carter: Selina
Me: oh... Do you need something?
Carter: we need to talk
Me: about?
Carter: the other night
Me: oh...
Carter: wanna come out on your patio
Me: ok...
I walked out the front door and there was Carter standing in my patio wearing a black crew neck and black jeans. Me on the other hand was wearing Minnie Mouse shorts and tank top that goes above my belly button. "Hi" I put my hair behind my ear, he walked over to me without taking his eyes off of me. He sat on the couch next to me, I live in New York and it's cold in the winter so I'm literally freezing.

"So what do you wanna talk about" I asked.

"The other night, do you wanna know what happened"

"Not really but I know I have to"

"We had sex" he said as quick as he could, I could feel my heart flutter but not in a bad way. I feel like I should be upset about this but I am not, I'm just curious.

"How'd it happen"

"Well we were on the swing watching people play beer pong and then you decided you wanted to play so we did and let's say you were blacked out so I took you to the guest house and we sat on the bed while you tried sobering up. You started to take your clothes off, and you know how I like black on you, yeah you were wearing black lace undies and lace bra. You were so sexy, more then you usually are. You started to kiss my neck and I pretty much just fucked you, i knew you were drunk but I just felt like it was right at the moment because I was so turned on. But now I realize I was dumb to take advantage of you" he sighs. I'm blushing so hard right now.

"Why are you blushing" he chuckles as he studies me.

"You said I was sexy, therefor I'm gonna blush"

"You're adorable honestly" he says as he moves closer to me, I literally don't know what to say about us having sex because he was my first but I've done other things with other guys but not gone all the way.

"How was it" I say as fast as I can.

"Truthfully, best sex I've ever had. It'd be even more better if we were fully sober" he winked at me, I blushed again. It was now midnight, we've been talking for two hours. "I think it's time for you to go" I say to Carter as I stand up and so does he. He towers over me, I look up at him. He kissed my forehead and leaves butterflies in my stomach as he walks to his car. He speeds off and my heart is still going so fast. I have never been this flustered over someone in my entire life.