No more middle class?

Chapter ten

THIS HAS SOME GRAPHIC THINGS TOWARDS THE END OF THE CHAPTER HAVING TO DO WITH SELF HARM SO IF IT TRIGGERS YOU SKIP IT!

I woke up on Monday morning not feeling school today. I put my blonde hair into a bun, threw on joggers and a pull over sweater. I wore my glasses today which I never do, most people don't know I wear glasses. "Sage" Selina yelled to me, I met her in her room to see what she wanted. "Yes"

"What happened with you and carter?" I rolled my eyes at the mention of his name. I was still some what pissed at him. I sat on her bed because I knew a talk was about to happen, so I was preparing myself.

"He's a douchebag"

"That blonde bimbo was Jessica, she's so fake I cant stand her"

"How'd you hear about that" I asked her.

"My boyfriend told me that carter came to his house Saturday night and seemed kind of off and wasn't himself Sunday." I stood up and nodded. I'm trying not to think about it because it does make me sad because I thought he was different, yes I guess I barely knew him but he made me feel happy, happier then I have been in years. But that's what I get for falling for a guy so fast, I have always been that way not just with guys but I always get my hopes up when it comes to anything. I grabbed my backpack and keys, and hopped in my car. I pulled into the school parking lot, Carter and that blonde girl were standing in the same group as Nate and another girl. I parked in a spot that was kind of close to them so that means I had to walk by them, my Anxiety spiked. I pushed my glasses up which I do when I'm anxious, I always overthink myself into a panic attack. I sat in my car till I had the courage to get out, I slung my cross body purse over my shoulder before I started to walk.

I walked with my head down as I approached the group. "Hi Sage" The blonde girl said, I lifted my head up and Carter and Nate looked at me weird. "Since when do you have glasses" Nate asks me, I gave him the biggest glare possibly.  Someone I hate more then Carter right now is Nate. Carter tensed up when Nate spoke to me, I also glared at him. Right now I was just standing there waiting for them to finish talking. "Hows life Sage" Jessica hissed towards me, its clear to me shes looking for trouble.

"Fucking great, Can I go now"

"Okay you don't know how things work here, you fucking bow down to me bitch. You're poor and only reason your here is because you mommy is a gold digger whose old husband didn't love her"

"Go to hell" I said as my tears started to fall out of my eyes. My mother isn't a gold digger, and my dad was in love with her but he passed away in a car accident. It was a rough topic for me, no one knows besides my step dad and Selina. I walked down the first hallway where no one was and sat on the steps to cry. My throat was dry and my stomach was in knots, I was on the top point of my panic attack when Carter waked up to me. "Sage" He sounded upset as he sat down next to me. He pulled me into him and I wasn't complaining. He kissed my forehead as the tears flowed, my heart was broken right now and I knew what this means. I was going into my depressed faze again and I usualky don't come out of it for days. "I need to go home. I cant drive" I bawled into his chest and he helps me up. He lifts my forehead up to look at him and his blue eyes were filled with guilt and hurt. He didn't say anything as he walked me to his car, when I get in my depressed faze it gets bad. I don't eat talk or barely move, numbness takes over my whole body and I feel like I'm drowning.

(A/N gonna do a little bit of Carters POV)

-Carters POV-

I drove Sage to her house as guilt filled my body, I have known her for two months almost three and she's always been cheerful but right now as I am looking over at her I am seeing a side I have never seen from her. Her eyes were closed with tear stained cheeks. I couldn't help but feel bad because Jessica is a dumb bitch and I wanted to freak out at her right now because what she said was horrible. I also had no idea Sages dad was dead and that made me even more upset because Sage is such a great person to anybody she meets. We pulled into her driveway and she was asleep, I opened the passenger door and picked her up to bring her inside. She looked so peaceful, how could anyone wanna hurt her. Oh I forgot I hurt her two days ago and yet here I am. I opened her door, her mother looked at us with a confused look on her face and I mouth for her to hold on, I walked Sage up to her room and tucked her in her bed. I took a second to look at how beautiful she was before I went downstairs to meet her mother. "What happened" her mother sounded worried.