No more middle class?

Chapter fourteen

We got to carters house and there were already people there. We walked into his house being met by the smell of booze and loud music. Me and carter rushed to the kitchen to get a drink. A hour passed and everyone was drunk and dancing to music. I was grinding on carter when I felt him get hard. I turned around to face a bright red fave who was carter. "Sorry" he laughs, god that laugh was amazing. His laugh was the sound I craved and the sound I needed in life. "You know you're so beautiful right" he says, I look down at my feet and shrug. He lifts my chin up with his hands. "I'm serious sage, you're the most beautiful girl I know" he grabs my hand and we walked to the kitchen. "Sage" Selina stumbled in and hugged up to me. "You know I'm so glad you moved here and our parents got karrie"

"I know me too sel"

"And I love you and carter together, you look so happy"  I look over at carter and smile at him "I am very happy"

"Sage come with me" I follow carter upstairs to his room. His room smelled just like him. He pulled me on top of him. "So sexy" he whispered in my ear. I sat on his lap facing him. He started to take my outfit off, he traced my back his hand.  He pulled me closer and put his mouth on mind. He tasted like liquor, but I didn't mind. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and he immediately moaned. I took his clothes off and quickly as possible.

*1 hour later*
"I love you" Carter says and I lay my head on his chest. I was taken back by that because he's never said that to me.

"I love you too carter"

"Let's go back downstairs, you're staying here tonight" I nodded to him, I got out of bed and followed carter downstairs. I sat there thinking if he used a condom or not. I'm sure he did. I grab a drink and go sit in the basement where Selina and all our friends are hanging out. Everyone else must have left, i sat between carter and Selina "where did you kids go" kaden asked. Carter put his arm around me. "Oh you know" carter laughed. There's that feeling again, happens every time he laughed. Kaden passes a bowl to me and I hand it to carter. I drank the rest of my drink, me and Selina walk back upstairs to make another. "You guys really are fucking cute"

"I know" I giggle. We grab our drinks and walk downstairs to see a girl sitting next to carter. I don't understand why some girls don't understand that I'm with carter. "Excuse me" I say to her as she looks up to me. "Do you need something" she rolled her eyes at me. Carter wasn't doing anything about this. "Fuck this" I said and say on the other couch by Selina and pull out my phone. I just don't understand, a hour ago he was saying he loved me. Like it's a never ending circle of me and him fighting, and then making up, then him ignoring me for another girl. I just wanna go home, I don't wanna be here anymore. "Whose sober enough to bring me home" I stand up and ask. Kaden raises his hand. "I had like one beer, I was planning on driving myself home" I liked kaden, he was super funny and friendly. "Sure when are you ready to go" I asked him

"Um, five minutes"

"Okay I'm gonna grab my shit out of carters room, considering I was just in there with him and was with him every day for the last three months." I say intending it to go towards the girl sitting by carter. Still nothing, I walk up to his room to grab all my things. I'm sick of this back and forth shit, I grabbed everything that is mine that's here. I heard someone walk in, I look up and carters standing there. "What the fuck was that Sage"

"What was what"

"You're leaving with kaden"

"Yeah because I leave for three minutes and some girl is by you and you don't even ask her to move. I'm so sick of this back and forth. Just a hour ago you were saying you love me and now what the fuck is up carter"

"I'm sorry" is all he could say , I pushed passed him and met kaden by the front door and got into his car. "What's going on with you and Carter"

"I don't even know anymore" I shrugs in the passenger seat.

"I think he might be scared that he's falling in love with you"

"I don't know" I wanna cry right now cause I truly was falling in love with him.  Hoping to have a future come after graduation. We pulled up to my house. "Thank you" he nods at me as I get out of the car. I sat in the porch just sitting there thinking, I pulled my phone out. 2 missed calls from carter. I called him back. "Hello" he answers the phone, clearly more drunk then he was when I left.

"What do you want carter"

"Just was making sure you made it home, making sure kaden didn't do anything"

"Like you fucking care carter" I cry into the phone.

"Sage don't cry please"

"How am I not supposed to, you just keep hurting me and hurting me"

"I'm sorry" he says as I hang up the phone. I went inside to my room and cried myself to sleep.