Is this wrong?

Your car or mine?

Spencer: "Should we take your car or mine?"

Y/n: "Could we actually take yours? I don't feel like driving today." A wide smile plastered across my face. I can't believe this is happening, the man of my dreams just kissed me, he chose me.

Spencer took my hand, walking me towards his car. He was smiling, and that sight... it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. He should do that more; he looked majestic. As we arrived at his car, he guided me to the passenger seat, opening the door to let me in. Was I really going to his apartment? I was going to the apartment of my former enemy. What was I doing? 

Spencer: "Y/n you look so beautiful today." He says as he starts the car. I couldn't help but stare at his hands on the driving wheel, god they were so attractive, all I wanted was for him to wrap them around my throat. 

Y/n: "Oh please, my make-up is all smudged. Plus I'm dripping wet. By the way, I'm sorry for your car" A blush crept on my face as I heard his compliment. 

Spencer: "I like seeing you wet, you look beautiful." I saw his lips forming into a smile, my eyes widening. 

Y/n: "Did Doctor Spencer Reid just make a sex joke?" I tried to brush his joke off, but god, he was affecting me in a way that no one ever had. I gasp as I feel his hand on my thigh.

Spencer: "Is this ok? Are you comfortable with me touching you?" He asks, and I see genuine curiosity and worry in his eyes. 

Y/n: "Yes Spence, I feel comfortable, thank you for asking though. No one ever does." I feel his hand gripping my thigh harder as if I were going to escape. He parks the car in the parking lot of his complex, before exiting the car he looks at me, cupping my face with one of his hands, I lock eyes with him, not a trace of hatred to be found. 

Y/n: "What's on your mind?"

Spencer: "You called me Spence, I really, really like that." He says before kissing me, I would never get used to this feeling. He grins before exiting the car and opening my door, extending a hand so that he could help me get out. When we were walking he didn't let go of my hand, instead, he held on to it like his life depended on it. He guided me up two flights of stairs, stopping in front of a dark green-colored door, he fumbled with the keys, and when he successfully opened his apartment door he took my hand guiding me in. He looked nervous almost anxious, I kissed him on the cheek.

Y/n: "Your place is so beautiful Spence." I say looking around, some of the walls were a dark olive-green, my favorite color. "Did you know that this is my favorite color? It calms me."

Spencer laughs, he snakes his hands and arms around my waist from behind. "Why do you think I painted them this color darling?"

I turn around, shock written all across my face. Why would he paint his walls my favorite color? Honestly, I didn't even care, it was the most romantic thing someone had ever done for me. I put my hands around his neck, looking at him in the eyes. I kissed him, but this kiss was different, this one was passionate and loving, we were losing ourselves in each other but we didn't care.

Y/n: "I swear the god Spencer if you are lying to me I will kill you." I say.

Spencer: "Princess I would never lie to you, but I really like it when you threaten me, it's cute." He says laughing. The sound of his laugh was now my safe place, I couldn't figure out how I lived until now without hearing it. 

Spencer: "So, should we watch something? Are you into Doctor Who?" 

Y/n: "Are you joking? It's like my favorite thing in the world!" of course my favorite thing after him. 

Spencer: "You are perfect, princess." He says guiding me to the couch before he disappears into his room. After a few minutes, he comes back with dry comfy clothes, I spot a pair of sweatpants and a sweater in his hands. He hands me the dry clothes and kisses me on the lips.

Spencer: "I thought you might want to change out of the wet clothes, you can change in my room if you'd like." He says shyly.

Y/n: " Thank you Spence, I really appreciate it"

I went into his room, the walls were the same dark olive green color as the rest of the house, the bed was in the middle of the room, one little table sitting beside the bed, I thought that that was the side of the bed where he slept. His covers were a dark plum purple, the room was beautiful. I changed my clothes and headed to the couch where Spencer was waiting for me, he prepared me some hot tea, he was so perfect it hurt. 

Y/n: "Is that tea for me Doc?" I say smiling, sitting on the couch with him, he opens the blanket and motions to me to get near him.

Spencer: "Can you get closer? I need to feel you, to touch you, princess. I'm warning you, I will die if you don't and then you will have me on your conscience." 

I laugh as I move closer to him, feeling the heat bouncing from his body to warm up mine made me crazy. I will never get used to this. I could feel every single muscle he had, I didn't expect him to be so toned.

Y/n: "You're funny Reid, I love it" I jump a little when he moves his hand up to put it around me, my action earning a confused look from him. "Sorry, it's just a habit", he didn't need to know everything, yet. 

Spencer: "Oh okay. Let's watch this" 

After some time he put his head on my lap, for the force of habit I started playing with his hair, messing it up a little. He turns his head to look at me, I retract my hand thinking he wasn't enjoying the head scratches. 

Spencer: "Why'd you stop? I loved it." A smile appears on my face as my fingers disappear in his hair once again. We stayed cuddled up like that for a few hours, comfortable in our silence. Then silence was interrupted by a raspy voice. 

Spencer: "Should we go to sleep? Tomorrow we have work." He says as he sits up.

Y/n: "Sure, do I sleep here?" Once again a genuine confused look reaches Spencer's face. 

Spencer: "I hope you were joking. You are sleeping on my bed, pretty girl. If you feel uncomfortable, I can sleep on the couch; it's no problem at all."

Y/N: "Spence, I would love to sleep with you." My eyes widened as I realized how it sounded. He started grinning. Suddenly, he picked me up and took me to his bedroom. As we reached the edge of the bed, he slowly and gently placed me in bed and then crawled on top of me. 

Spencer: "Your wish is my command m'lady."