Is this wrong?

Personal Heaven.

The elevator doors opened, but when I finally got out of that hell hole Spencer was already far away, damn him and his long fucking legs. I started running, calling out his name, and when he finally heard me, or at least when he finally stopped, we were standing outside of the building. It was pouring, and we didn't have an umbrella, but I didn't care, I wanted to talk to him now. 

Y/n: "God Reid how fast do you walk?" I say trying to catch my breath.

Reid: "Is this why you were screaming my name down the hallway? Well now you know, it was good talking to you." He starts to walk away but I grab his wrist, my skin burning at our contact. 

Y/n: "Stop being a dick and just listen to me, for once Reid. Please"

Reid: "All right Y/l/n, hit me"

Y/n: "I wanted to thank you for today, no one has ever defended or stood up for me. I know you heard all those things about me on the plane, and I wanted to thank you for not seeing me as a victim. I appreciate it."

Reid: "Of course Y/n, it's all good. Is this all?" He looked at me as he started to walk away again, I almost let him go when the word escaped my mouth.

"Why?"

Reid: "Why what Y/n?"

Y/n: "Why did you defend me today? I know you hate me to your core, so it doesn't really make sense."

Reid: "What? Y/n a man was harassing you, I had to defend you, it's my duty." He turned his back to me once again.

Y/n: "It's not." I was dripping wet, but honestly, I did not care.

Reid: "What?"

Y/n: "It's not 'your duty', so why did you do it? I know that 'because he was harassing me' isn't the only reason". He faced me, coming closer to my body but not touching it. He passed his long fingers through his wet hair. God, he was gorgeous.

Reid: "I don't know what you want me to say Y/n."

Y/n: "Spencer for god's sake just tell me why you did what you did!"

Reid: "I don't know what you want to hear from me Y/n! Do you want to know when my blood boils whenever you talk about a guy who was able to touch you while I couldn't? Do you want to know about every time I saw someone flirting with you during a case and all I wanted to do was break that motherfucker nose? Do you want to know why I defended you today? Because I can't stand the idea of seeing you suffer because of someone who could have you and make you happy, touch you, kiss you, and hug you whenever he wants, instead he decides to throw away my fucking dream just because he's an asshole who doesn't know the blessing he has in his hands. Do you want to know why I always argue with you? Because it pisses me off knowing that you will never want me, and will forever remain just an unfulfilled dream in my personal paradise. To know that the only things I have left of you when I get home are the memories of your perfume, your hair, your intelligence, and your ability to drive me completely insane."

Y/n: "Well, the genius is finally wrong about something." A confused look spreads across his face. 

Spencer: "What?"

Y/n: "Spencer shut up and kiss me." 

When our lips collided the world finally made sense, our lips fitting together like a perfect puzzle, our tongues fighting for dominance. His hands snaked up to my waist. He held me so close to him that it almost felt like if he let go a little I would disappear, but what he didn't know, was that now, now that everything was finally making sense, I would never leave. I didn't care if I got burned, Spencer Reid and I were made for each other. He was everything I wanted love to be. We were made of the same material, we were made by the same star. The only thing I was sure of, was that I'd let Spence Reid ruin me. At that moment, with his lips on mine, his hands on my waist, when he held me so close to his body, I felt at home for the first time in my entire life. And from that moment on, Spencer became my favorite drug. So strong it consumed me every second. The only drug I would never be able to give up.

When his lips disappeared from mine I felt empty, like my world has just collapsed, I shouldn't feel this way, he just kissed me for fuck sake. I knew that he kissed me just to shut me up, that he didn't really want me, how could he? He was a handsome genius and I... well I was me. 

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Spencer's POV: 

I was talking, rambling to be exact, I didn't plan on telling her about my feelings, but here I was, telling her exactly how I felt from the second my eyes landed on her for the first time. I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want to, but when she looked at me with those eyes... 

I argued with her because it was the only time she would talk to me, and I would rather listen to her voice while she was insulting me than not hearing it at all. She was the smartest person I knew, and I couldn't stand the thought of seeing people treat her badly, I know I did too, and I regret it every single time, but I knew that she would never be with someone like me. 

Hearing her voice asking me to kiss her, looking at me with those big, beautiful eyes. I couldn't hold back anymore, I knew we would ruin each other but I didn't care. The feeling of her lips on mine was the most heavenly thing I have ever felt. I didn't believe in angels but now... well now an angel, my savior was standing in front of me, kissing ME. She chose to touch me, she chose to be mine. This felt too good to be true, when my lips left hers it felt excruciating. I was back in my personal hell, and now that I had just a taste of her, I knew that she would be the only thing that could save me from the flames of my life. 

When my face left hers I looked at her, tears streaming down her face, disappearing with the rain soon after leaving the corners of her eyes, how could someone be so beautiful while crying? And why was she crying? The rain was the only thing that kept my brain from catching fire. 

Spencer: "Y/n? Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry, I didn't mean t-" Her hand cupped my face, her skin on mine feeling like liquid fire.

Y/n: "Spencer you did nothing wrong, it's just that..." I was desperate to know what was hurting her, I wanted to fix everything that bothered her. 

Spencer: "Y/n please just talk to me" A small smile appeared on her face. That smile, it was a rare sight but I took it in as my life depended on it. 

Y/n: "You feel like home Spencer, and that scares me. I never had one, especially I never had someone in my life that felt like this, and knowing that you hate me makes my heart ache." My eyes widened, how could she think that I hated her? 

Spencer: "Y/n, you don't understand? I never hated you, it's just that I felt things I never felt before just by looking at you, and it was easier to hate you than to confess to you what I felt. Y/n you are the most incredible person I have ever known, you are smart, incredibly beautiful, no, you are breathtaking, clever, and many other things, you are what fairytales talk about.

Y/n: "How are you the same person as a few hours ago?" She says jokingly, god she was perfect. 

Spencer: "How about we go to my apartment? We don't need to do anything, maybe just cuddle?" I felt so stupid saying this, I sounded so desperate, I should have never said that, my thoughts were cut short by her heavenly voice:

Y/n: "Sure Spence, I would really like that."

Spence? God this woman is going to be the death of me.

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GUYSSSSSSS, Y/n and spencer finally kissed!

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