LET THE WORLD BURN || P.SH X K.SN

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CHAPTER TWENTY: HATRED IS WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU (PT.1)

'KIM SUNOO'

I sat there alone as i observed the place. Peoples laughing,drinking with eachother. I didn't wanted to be here, but had no choice otherwise

kim Seokmin had the nerve to host the party for me. Just after months of sun-ah's death like she never existed.

and why did he host a party for me? Because he fucking made me the Chairman of his estate. I didn't wanted to be but i was myj right, And i will make sure to make it his worst decision.

i knew that asshole was there too, Eun-suk. Not like i cared anymore. Why would i? i didn't even loved him at the first place. And what make me hate him even more is his brother---- the reason why my sister died.

just thinkig about it made my blood boil. I wanted justice for my  sister and i will get her justice. If someone deserved to die, than it was ray--- that fucking asshole.

i took a sip of my wine. I laughed at myself. I was so stupid to break my friendship over someone. I admit it, i liked sunghoon but i realised it so late. i never tried to seek for his forgiveness because what i did was unforgivable i know it. I just pretended to hate him. like i was still holding a grudge.

"hey sunoo" i turned my head to the side. I smiled at wonyoung.
she sat next to me on the table. I poured wine for her in a glass, handing her the glass.

"where's sunghoon?" she asked sipping her wine. "he's talking with some of his business partners"

she nodded and sighed as she looked at his direction "i never saw him smile so genuinely after the...." she stopped mid-way of her sentence, and i didn't had to understand what she was saying because i knew she was talking about that day

"wonyoung..." i looked at her with curious eyes. she hummed and waited for me to continue "how was sunghoon....after i broke our friendship" my voice was partially inaudible. i felt my chest getting heavy.

"you know...after you left him...his parents also died in a car crash. He used to live with us..." wonyoung looked at the smiling sunghoon and sighed again, her eyes held sympathy for sunghoon.

"he distanced himself from us for a long time. He became the Chairman of the estate owned by his parents. Sunghoon...he busied himself in work. He lost his charming smile. He became cold..he was broken inside but he never showed it. he endured it all himself" my eyes saddened, i left him the moment he nedded me the most. After his parents, he  always concidered me as a family. It must have been so hard for him.

wonyoung took my hands in her own "sunoo...i saw his smile after a very long time..please...i beg you sunoo, Don't let his smile dissappear again. Sunghoon don't hate you. No, he can never hate you. But he can't bring himself to forgive you sunoo. You know when you got in a relationship with eun-suk, he came to me crying because he was hurt seeing you with someone else. But he always said 'they will break-up soon, sunoo will be mine'  that's
how much he loves you sunoo"

i didn't knew what to say, i felt terrible. how could you, kim sunoo?

"i....i don't know what to say. To be honest, i feel guilty, but i know i don't deserve his forgiveness" i looked down. I was at the verge of crying right now..don't cry right now kim sunoo, Don't.

i blinked my eyes. Wonyoung placed her hand on  my, her eyes filled with pity as she gave me a sympathic smile. "just..try to clear out things, you both deserve to be happy" yeah right..we both deserve to be happy. i guess

i nodded and smiled lightly as i looked at sunghoon "I'll try."

i will try to clear out things,just for us, just for our friendship

i know it's a short chapter. I divided this chapter into two parts because if i wrote the full chapter it would be soooo muh long.

The next chapter will be out after 2 days. Love you all