Vicariously Hers ||babysitter x mom||WLW

Ch 7

if you guys don't start commenting more, I'll kill Megan and Azalia 👹 (jk, but not really)

The door slammed behind me before I sighed as hard as I could, immediately capturing the attention of Lori.

"Okay, okay. You were right, I've got a fucking crush on the mom I nanny for. I can't take this shit anymore Lori, I think I'm going insane? Everything is fucking insane! I think she might be into me too but I don't know, I can't deal with this anymore-" my hands came over my face as I caught my breath.

"Woah, girl. Slow down." She said, coming up to me and placing both her hands on my shoulders. My breathing was erratic as the events at Megan's house were still being processed in my mind. I could no longer hold all of this on my own anymore. Tears seeped out of my eyes which caught me off guard, and Lori as well. She frowned at me as we both went over to sit on the couch.

"Talk to me." She prompted to which I sighed, both of relief and in contemplation of where to even start.

"Her name is Megan, shes 32 and the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. I love the kid I nanny, but her dad is an awful piece of shit. He's the reason I stormed out of the club the other night, and again I'm sorry about that-"

"Did he do something to you?" Lori suddenly sat up before I shook my head. Her overprotection of me was cute.

"I saw him kissing another woman, cheating on Meg. And it made me so angry. I was playing with Gia a few months ago and she told me that he never spends time with her. He saw me that night, he knew that I'd caught him." I sighed, to which Lori rose an eyebrow at me, and I knew what she'd ask next.

"He didn't say anything to me." I lied. His little threat is completely irrelevant, and I no longer cared about it. Lori relaxed a bit as she sat back and took everything in.

"Is this why you were drinking yesterday?" She sighed, glancing from me to the ceiling. I sat back against the couch and laid my head up at the ceiling as well, sighing once more.

"I caught them having sex." I said, to which I heard Lori snort next to me.

"You caught them fucking?" She asked, her face contorting into an unfamiliar expression. I nodded.

"And I.. watched." My voice fell small, as I immediately looked up to see her reaction. Lori's eyes were widened in horror as she stared at me.

"Zails, gross!" She covered her mouth.

"I fucking.. she fucking watched me watch her. And I- we talked about it today and then I apologized and she said for what and she was so close to me and we were looking into each others eyes and I swear we almost kissed-"

"Azalia listen to yourself right now, what the fuck? She's fucking married!" Lori stood up, coming to stand in front of where I sat. I frowned for a moment, yeah she is. But he doesn't love her and clearly there's something going on between her and I. Or maybe I'm crazy?

"Well yeah, but-"

"There's no buts. It doesn't matter that he's cheating on her, the way you're basically obsessed is crazy. You love her daughter? You can do her a favor by not ruining her parents relationship anymore than it already is." Lori's entire demeanor flipped which changed my anxious mood straight to irritation.

"I wouldn't act on my feelings Lori." I replied.

"You don't sound too sure about that right now." She held up her hands and walked away. Lori disappeared from view, leaving me sitting on the couch alone. My body flinched when the door to her room slammed loudly.