Sex Lessons ♡lawley fanfic

Chapter 5

JESS-

"Jess? Are you okay, sweet pea?"
"Yeah, Uncle Al. I'm fine."
"What's wrong darling?"
"Just....
tired is all."
That wasn't the truth. The whole meal I was distracted by my own self freaking out about the fact I was about to lose my virginity.
What if it hurts?
What if I don't like it?
What if I suck?
What if... I get pregnant!!!??!!!

Holy shit... This was about to happen and I had more doubt than ever.
Oh god....

I didn't have to talk much. Kian was a charmer. He carried the conversations along the whole 2 hours. He and Uncle Al really seemed to be fond of eachother, which is a good thing. If Uncle Al didn't like him, I'd have to reconsider.
"Alright well Kian, Jessica, it has been a pleasure, but I've got a meeting in 20 minutes so I'd better head out."
"Pleasure to meet you, sir."
Kian said, standing up and shaking his hand.
"Bye sweet pea." Al said as he kissed my cheek and headed out the door.

The whole car ride home was silent. But it wasn't an awkward silence, it was an 'I can't wait til we get home' silence.
We finally pulled into the driveway and Kian ran over to my door. He picked me up bridal-style and I could feel the eagerness.
As soon as we got inside, He put me down and pinned me against the wall. His kiss felt like I hadn't kissed him in years. He would lean back every now and then and make me wait for more. That little tease.
After about 3 times he did that I leaned in and kissed him to prove to him he can't do that to me.
His hands ran up my back and down again until he slowly made his way to the bottom of my shirt. He lifted it and I lifted my arms to help him.
"Are you... sure?"
I nodded. "Yes."
I said as he moved his attention to kissing, sucking, and biting my sweet spot on my neck. I let a moan or two escape my lips.
"You..." He started.
"Yes! Just don't stop." I said, through a moan.

He ran his fingers down my stomach and then slid his hand under my shorts and underwear, rubbing me where I'm weakest.
"Don't b-be a f-fucking t-tease." I barely spoke.
"Fine." He whispered into my neck as he slid one finger in, then two.
I gasped when I felt them pump in and out of me.
"kkkiiiaaannnn" I moaned.
"Yeah, baby. Say my name. Louder."
"KIAANNNNN"
"Good girl. Are you almost there baby?"
I nodded and he picked me up again, leading me to the bed.

He slowly climbed on top of me and we were ready. This was about to happen. I was ready.
Right?
"S-Stop. I-No. We-we can't."