Sex Lessons ♡lawley fanfic

Chapter 10

Andreas POV

Jessica came home with me after she was done with the hospital. She said we needed to "talk" and she didn't want to stay alone. Kian insisted on having her at his place but, strangely, she didn't want to.
As soon as we got home, I had to help her walk. She was stabbed by three shards of glass and I'm sure she was in a lot of pain.

When I led her to the couch it was dead silent. No coughing, sighing, nothing.

"Jess... what's up." I said, super concerned.

"I-I" She completely broke into tears. I had no idea what to do! This was so... confusing. So I just sat there, in shock.

Once she pulled herself together she could finally maybe get at least a sentence out.

"Sam-he hurt me."

"Wait... your ex?"

"Yeah. Kian's cousin. He was the one that pushed me into the table."

"Why would he want to do that."

"Andrea, I don't mean just at the party. I mean in our relationship. He hurt me."

"That son of a bitch."

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-2 weeks later-

Jessica's POV

His eyes.
His smile.
His warmth.
His touch.
His skin.
His voice.
His kiss.
His love.

All of it was gone. Kian hasn't spoken to me in two weeks, and I don't blame him.
He assumes I was cheating on him with Sam and that's why I wouldn't have sex with him, because he'd know I wasn't actually a virgin, but I was- I am.
I wouldn't have sex with him because I was scared he'd hurt me. I know he wouldn't, I was just not emotionally prepared for that yet.

But it all doesn't matter anymore. Kian was gone. He wouldn't care even if I tried explaining it to him. He doesn't love me anymore.

"Jess can we talk?" After I confessed everything to Andrea, I just left. I haven't spoken a word. I've just locked myself in that little house, gone to school, never said a word, then went back home and locked myself up again.

Andrea wouldn't stop coming over. Every day she would stand outside my door for at least ten minutes, in hopes that I would open it, but no. I sat on the other side of the door, waiting to hear the engine crank, and fade away.

I felt worthless. Like Sam had a good reason to hurt me. I was nothing.

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sorry I haven't been updating as often as I used to. I'm on vacation rn but I'll try my best(: