MATILDA IS ONE DIRECTION'S SIXTH MEMBER. SHE'S THE YOUNGEST, 18 YEARS OLD, JOINED A YEAR AGO. ONE DIRECTION NEVER WENT ON A HIATUS AND ZAYN NEVER LEFT. ALL BOYS, EXCEPT LOUIS ARE HAVING HARD TIME ADJUSTING WITH HER MEANWHILE LOUIS TOMLINSON HAVE TAK...
Never in my million years I think I would have been sitting here, writing a goodbye to none other than, Liam. Our Liam.
Waking up in the morning to see his updates to today, waking up in the morning seeing his death's news was something I couldn't process. I've been strong, strong through things and phases in my life. But this, this is something that broke inside me completely. This loss feels so personal, like losing a family member.
He and the whole band, the five boys, now men were literally a safe space where whenever i was falling apart, i would tuck myself into their warmth and love.
Liam wasn't just a celebrity only, not to directioners. He was part of our lives, of our teenage and our girlhood.
It's okay to grief, okay to cry and okay to not to be okay. It's okay to process what's been happening because it's devastating completely. Allow yourself to feel emotions. It is valid to feel the loss of a person who has great presence in your life either directly or indirectly.
I pray Liam will find peace in heaven's above, he can't find here. He was and will always be in our hearts forever.
He left his seven years old son, Bear. I can't imagine what will be going on with Bear. I hope he, Liam's parents, sisters, his friends and all fans find courage to cope with this loss.
I apologize if I can't update anymore, not atleast right now. I need time and space to mourn and grief. I can't process anything else except grief, crying right now, unable to had breakfast or even a sip of water.
Please take care of yourselves and if anything, my comment section is always open.
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