Never Gonna Happen

The Kiss

I've been home for nearly a week now. Ever since then I haven't talked to jack. And I can't cope.
I miss him. I miss his voice, his beautiful face, his kindness and mostly his smile which could light up the room like a lightbulb.
But I still haven't forgiven him.
He was prolly my favorite person to fall for but he messed up the whole thing.
We already planned to start dating when we got to Spain but he just couldn't think about his actions as always.

I was laying on my bed listening to party next door and sketching.
"CARTER! CARTEEEERRR!" Ugh HES back.
I walked to the window and sat on the window sill.
"What jack?" I sighed.
"Please let me up. I wanna talk."
"Fine whatever." I wanted to hear what he had to say.
"Really?" He was surprised that I didn't hesitate.
"Hurry up before I change mind."
He nodded before running to my front door. I heard him walking up the stairs so in guessing my mum let him in.
"So jack what's gonna happen is..."
He grabbed my shoulders and pinned me to the wall with both hands above my head blocking me from going anywhere.
"Jack stop." I shook my head dodging his kisses.
He held my cheeks and kissed so passionately that I fell in love all over again.
"I love you. So so much. You don't understand. Please, I'm begging you don't ever leave me." Now he was hugging me.
I hugged back falling into his trap once again. But I thought, what if it was the truth. What if he did really love me.
"Jack. I love you too but you can't keep hurting me like this." I wiped away the tears.
"I'm so sorry I broke your hear baby. I really am. But DW I'll give you mines as a replacement."

A/N
Aww so cheesy but I needed something.