Never Gonna Happen

Finally

We all finally went on our holiday since we missed the last one because of me.

I am sunbathing with Leilani's on the beach and the boys are playing in the sea with Lara.
"Have you and jack frickle frackled yet?" Leilani's laughed causing me to spit out my fanta.
"What?"
"Well have you. I mean you've been going out for 3 months now. We are meant to be at college soon. Your not gonna have time to do it when we start." She was actually being serious right now.
"If you must know. We have not."
"You haven't what?" Jack asked approaching us.
"You haven't parked your car in her garage."
I stifled my laughter.
"DUUUUUDDDE. SERIOUSLY!" keiran shouted slapping jack.
"You guys remember we are only 16 right." I reminded keiran pushing him into the sand.
All of a sudden he pulled me Down with him making me land on his stomach.
I tried to get up but he wrapped his arms around me.
"Keiran let go." I struggled trying to grab Samuels arm.
"No. I like this." He laughed.
I heard leilani's huff and get up with jack following behind her.
"Not again." Samuel sighed.
"Keiran seriously let go. I will stab you with my finger nail."
He finally let go and all three of us went to where jack and lani went.
"Where are they?"
We looked around the area. I turnt around and saw them.
Tears formed in my eyes but I stopped them from spilling out.

She was pressed against the wall.
He was holding her legs around his waist
They were freaking each others faces.

"IM SO DONE WITH BOTH OF YOU. IF YOU WANTED LEILANI SO MUCH. WHY DIDNT YOU SPARE ME GETTING HURT AND JUST ASKED HER OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!" I wiped my eyes and took off the promise ring he got me and threw it to the ground.
"And you leilani. Why is it so hard for you to see how I feel about you. Why are you so oblivious.
I can't even anymore. For real. I'm done." Keiran gave me a piggy back ride after his rant and let me cry on his shoulder.

At the hotel

Keiran came to my hotel room.
We layed on the bed wrapped in a blanket.
I cried. He hugged me.
"Why does he always do this Keiran?
Do I deserve this?" I wiped my eyes with the sleeves of his long sleeve top, which I have no idea why he brought it to Spain.
We changed out of out swimming stuff. He just put on denim shorts and I word his really long top.
"I don't know carter. I hate this as much as you do."
We were sitting in silence for a while before I started humming the tune to hold tight- Justin bieber.
Keiran decided to sing along but he sounded terrible so I slapped him.
"Shut up. You can't sing."
"Jack is so lucky to have you. You're beautiful"
He was studying my face. He looked very focused.
"He doesn't have me anymore. My mum told me boys only bring heartbreak and hurt but I didn't want to listen."
"Not all boys." He whispered.
Then it happend
He kissed me.
Keiran kissed me.
But hear the worst thing. I kinda kissed back.
"I'm sorry. I should go." I panicked.
"This is your room carter." He smirked.
"Oh yeah. Well I'll go to Lara's room."
I ran out not caring that I was just in his shirt.
I opened the door since I have a key.
"LARA. OMG LARA HELP ME." I ran into her room to find her and Samuel furiously making out on the bed.
Wth is going on