Normal Girl

Chapter 44

Warning mention of suicide...

Olivia

"Trinny is dead."-My mom sobbed

I nearly fell out but Chris caught me, I was hyperventilating and felt my chest hurting that I almost couldn't speak but choked out.

"What?"-I whispered yelled

"It's all over the news, she committed suicide and left a note for you. I got the call when I was putting Jr. down for a nap and had to step outside so I wouldn't wake him. It happened around 3 o' clock I'm guessing when you last spoke to her. I went in evidence to get the note for you since we are her family. I'm sorry that this happened today but we'll leave you to read it on your own."-Ty handed me the note

"Breathe baby, calm down. Please calm down, take a seat."-Chris tried consoling me

"I was the last to talk to her, how is this possible?"-I took a deep breath

I was about to blame Chris for pulling me away from her but now wasn't the time to blame anyone, what could she have been going through? Nobody even noticed anything, why did she go like this? On my birthday? This memory will be etched in my brain forever. I sat down and took another deep breath then pulled the note out of the clear baggy. I just broke down when I opened it.

"Dear my beautiful God sister Li-li, if you are reading this it means I'm gone from this crazy world. I'm sorry that we never got the chance to talk and I took the cowardly way out but I had too much guilt in my heart and I couldn't take it anymore. You'll probably hate me when you finish reading this but again I'm sorry and hope one day you will forgive me. So here goes, I have been keeping track of you for Cain because I needed the money to pay off my mom's medical bills. I ran into Cain when I flew out L.A. to do this play I was auditioning for. I didn't get the part but Cain insisted he would help me out and we started talking then it led to sex. I didn't know you were married to him until I saw a picture of you on his dashboard of his Aston Martin and it infuriated me because I was always jealous of you. You didn't even have to try anything to get men to dote on you. I asked him about you and he said that you went missing and he was looking for you. So the perfect opportunity came when you came to Houston that night with Chris and I was keeping tabs on you, I didn't give him any of your locations expect the fact you flew back to Houston when you were 6 months pregnant. Cain was so angry and denied it but I knew he loved you when I told him that information. I started feeling guilty when I saw how happy you were with Chris at your baby shower so I backed out and blocked him. I was going to tell you everything today but your happiness meant more to me than anything. Li-li I'm sorry please watch your back and protect that baby because he's trying to take the both of you from Chris so ya'll can stay with him forever. I truly love you and hope one day you'll forgive me. Trinny"

I didn't know how to feel because one she got manipulated by Cain just like the rest of us who fell for his charm, two she was telling him my whereabouts so he probably end up coming to me when I give birth to my son. What the fuck is wrong with him that he won't let me go? I dropped the paper and screamed waking Jr. 

"Why are you screaming? What did it say?"-My dad looked at me

"You don't want to know and I can't believe it."-I shook my head

"Can I read it?"-Ty

"If you do you might not be mourning for her anymore, you'll be angry."-I sighed

"What sense are you making Liv?"-Ty

"I don't want to talk about it."-I tried getting up

My mom grabbed the note and scanned it quickly, I grabbed the sofa and got up then went out back to sit on the swinging chair. Cain really made my god sister commit suicide because she was guilty for what she did. She probably was scared he would do something to her so she took the easy way out. Not saying it was easy but I wasn't going to be mad at her if she told me face to face. I shouldn't have walked away from her but she was right my happiness was pulling me away from talking to her. Trinny I'm sorry you came into his pathway and I'm sorry that you left this world thinking I would hate you.