Normal Girl

Chapter 42

Cain(Tyrese)

My mind has been going a mile a minute I'm starting to think that I'm seeing things. That my emotions are all over the place, what's going on with me I'm not even sure. I've been feeling sick lately like my heart hurts and my energy is low. Tiffany wanted to bring her best friend in our bedroom but I told her no, it wasn't like me to turn down a threesome let alone experiencing what another woman could do that my bitch couldn't. It felt like something had a tight hold on my heart because it wasn't beating the same, I kept waking up feeling cold when the air wasn't even on. I took every test possible to make sure I didn't have the flu, pneumonia or covid. Somebody had to be putting a hex on me, I didn't believe in that shit but that's what it had to be if I was testing negative of everything.

 I felt empty inside like something was missing and my mind kept replaying over and over the scenes of Olivia, the way I treated her and the way she was so obedient to me. She was a good woman and I let her slip away because she wouldn't fulfill my needs. I was so head strong on her body but didn't respect her as a person, she wouldn't even let me touch her but she let me hold her through the sleepless nights. I ended up getting back with Kyra when Olivia turned 21 and was taking trips so I could stop being sexually frustrated. All I had to do was actually love her then maybe she would be by my side while I'm going through this sickness. Tiffany was just a replacement but she was just like every other woman with me for the money and lifestyle it came with.

I need to get her back even though I know it's wrong because she deserves better and better ain't him. I saw the picture of them on stupid ass social media going viral and it had me on edge, she was looking at him like she loved him and he was kissing her forehead even though her face wasn't showing I knew her body. I couldn't function right knowing that she was giving him all the love she tried to give me. That she would never look at me that way or she's hiding from me somewhere. I never felt like shit until realization kicked in that she's gone. My mental health was starting to deteriorate and if I didn't get help I'll probably do something stupid and lose myself. 

I'm the second billionaire in L.A. with the top entertainment company besides NewFound Entertainment which by the way they suddenly wanted to collaborate together. I'm second to nobody and the fact some anonymous company is richer than me by 2 billion is beyond me. I always wondered who was behind NewFound Entertainment, who thought they could compete with me and now all of a sudden Divine had a contract with them for me. Maybe I should look into this company but I'm too sick to do anything that I can't even get out of bed. God must really hate me huh? 

Maybe I should change my ways, nah fuck that I'm Cain fucking Washington and I need to act like it. I put Tyrese Jefferson on a back burner and erased that name years ago but I'm starting to act like I care. It's like me having two different personalities right now and I have never been crazy but it's like something is trying to come out of me and I need to control it. Fuck I need some help right now.

"Are you feeling any better?"-Tiffany

"Does it fucking look like it? Asking stupid ass questions."-I said angry

"I'm sorry I was only being concerned"-Tiffany

"My bad, I just hate feeling like this and nothing is wrong with me physically."-I looked at her

"Maybe you need some air, you want to sit by the pool?"-Tiffany

"Yeah help me up."-I reached out for her

"Be careful."-Tiffany held me up

We slowly walked down the steps and my leg was about to give out so I put all my weight on Tiffany, she helped me up with ease then we went out back. She helped me get to the lounge chair and I sat down taking a deep breath. Since Olivia left Tiffany changed the whole mansion around, I wasn't complaining but the least she could've done was put less color everywhere. She boxed up all of her clothes and put them in Olivia's Mercedes that I told the junk yard to take. As much as I thought she would be back I couldn't take that there was a memory of her still here. I knew she loved that car but it had to be destroyed just like our marriage because deep down I did love her. Here I go being sentimental again something was really up with my emotions.