Dreams Of An R&B Bitch

Ashanti

As she ran out the building I grabbed her arm
" I don't think you supposed to be going anywhere right now , your pops said lay low & this shit that you about to do is not laying low" I said
"I have to go get him ! Nancy ain't gone make sure he fed , if she don't get paid she don't give a fuck & I only paid her for that one night but I've been gone for two days my baby probably starving"
"Tiyanna that's not your baby nor is he your responsibility , leave him im sure his moms will be there"
"Yea? Well it dosn't seem to me like we know the same GiGi" she said
I sucked my teeth
"I'm driving!" I said
We hopped in the car & I began to drive smoothly
"Where's the location?" I asked
"In bedstuy , 1032 72 street"
We were driving in silence for about an hour when i glanced over to see tiyanna pulling backwoods and weed out of her bag .
"Still a stoner I see" I said as I began to laugh
"What? Atl changed you? You don't smoke weed nomore?" She asked
She was right , not atl but Stacy she didn't smoke weed nor did she like when I smoked weed so after a long and hard struggle I stopped . The shit that was crazy to me though was the fact that Stacy knew what I did , she knew before she even came into this lifestyle what I did and how I made my money the drugs & the whole 100 so smoking weed was just something that came along with it .
When I looked over tiyanna was done rolling the blunt & began to spark it up . She hit it 3 times and passed it to me , I looked down knowing if this shit was back in my system that it was gone be hard to keep it out , but shit I ain't wanna give it up in the first place . I thought about it & then said fuck it , Stacy would just have to deal with it
I took the blunt & turned up south road on Euclid , my first hit had me coughing but I loved it fucking loved it
"That shit good ain't it?" Tiyanna said
" got damn do I miss you rolling my blunts " I said
I passed it back to her
" yea? I miss rolling em for you , now I gotta get the weed myself & smoke with mr hot head if he's around"
I laughed knowing she was talking about her father
" Oh so you only miss it because you was smoking for free" I said laughing
" No , You know who my father is , I always smoke for free . It was the fact that you always had it for me whenever & you would just throw the shit at me & say roll me something good. That's what I miss ."
I looked over acknowledging the fact that she was her & I fucking wanted her , I knew this shit was gone happen . Fucking knew it . After I left for Atlanta I haven't heard from tiyanna , I was always here in New York yet I never heard from her only her pops for business purposes only & to talk to the old man when he had a whole bunch of bullshit on his plate. But now he's called me to look after tiyanna . My first and last fucking love , yea I was with Stacy but that was because she helped me to move on from tiyanna & coming back seeing her made me fall in love with her all over again , the way she tried to hide in the bathtub & then light me up with that lighter that was stupid & thought of too quickly but that was tiyanna . How she going to pick up some kid that ain't even hers that was tiyanna . How she just sat here in this hot ass car knowing I probably got mad shit in the trunk yet still rolled a blunt & let the window down ? That was tiyanna & I loved every fucking bit of it . It's just too bad I fucked up & still fucking up . All I knew was that while I was in New York I was gone find GiGi ass & I ain't the one to hit girls but I'm gone knock the shit out that bitch for being a hater & doing what she did , shit she better hope I'm in a good mood when I find her or else somebody might find her ass somewhere with a bullet straight between those eyes of hers.
"Right there , that's the house" she said
I stopped the car & she got out
"You don't have to get out it should be real quick"
I got out the car anyway
"Didnt I just tell you to stay in the car?"
"Didn't I just I get out the car?"
"So what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" She asked
"Means I said no , I'm not staying my ass in the car & lets fucking go for somebody see us"
She turned around & walked to the house then walked straight in , no knocking or nothing she walked straight in
I walked in behind her & let the door slam once I was in , she turned around in fury
"Who the fuck is that walking up in my house & it better not be no fucking police because I don't know shit !" Someone yelled from the back of the house
As we got more & more into the house I began to hear the cry of a little boy & I know tiyanna heard it because she ran straight to the back . I followed her
Once back there what we had seen was enough for me to take the bitch & throw her threw the wall & straight outside .
"Get the fuck offff of him" Tiyanna yelled
It was porsha , from around the block she used to hang with tiyanna and porsha back in the day until the bitch got strung out , she was much older than them though anyway .
"Nancy what the fuck is your problem? What you was gone sit here and let her molest your grandchild?"
"No I was gone sit here & let her molest my grandchild & then get paid & then go get me some cocaine & cook that shit up because I'm a business women and you left this boy here for 3 days after you said one. I had to get my money some way some how."
Tiyanna picked the baby up and handed him to me
" take the baby outside & wait for me in the car" she said
& I already knew what was about to go down . Which was another reason I loved tiyanna
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After about 20 minutes of waiting tiyanna walked back to the car calm and collective & got in & slammed the door
"Drive this motherfucker out of here!"
I drove off and we drove in silence for most of the ride until I broke it
"What'd you do?" I asked
"I killed that bitch"
I stopped the car & looked over at her & we were in the middle of no where .
"What the fuck you just said?" I asked
She ignored me & pulled her weed & rollup out the bag then got out the car & slammed the door. I looked back and the baby was sleep so I got out and followed her . By the time I had gotten to the side of the street where she was she had a whole blunt already rolled up , she always did do that really fast .
"Which one of em did you kill? And how did you do it?"
" Me & porsha started fighting & because she was getting her ass whipped she decided to pull out a fucking knife . So I took that shit from her weak ass and I sliced her fucking throat . But Nancy was standing there watching the whole thing & my father always said never leave a witness so I had to slice her fucking throat too"
"Damn tiyanna , you just like your fucking father . How you think it's gone look on the news when they saying R&B singer Tiyanna has murdered two people?"
"Them bitches wasn't the first motherfuckers I bodied & they ain't gone be the last" she said hitting the blunt & passing it to me
"But you know that if you would have put in the word your pops would have had somebody murk em for you , why would you risk your career & freedom?"
"Nigga stop talking hot and acting like a bitch , that bitch must be up there doing something to make you act this way . Where the fuck is the hard ass Ashanti that I knew who would body a motherfucker who said his name wrong? I ain't gone get caught . Matter fact call up my pops right now & tell him there's a mess to clean up in bedstuy." She said
I passed her the blunt back and thought about what she said & as much as I would hate to admit it , she was right . I was becoming soft . Back in the day I was out here killing motherfuckers left and right anybody who'd crossed me , Tiyanna or her father got it . No matter if it was a bitch a nigga . A grown ass adult or a teenager , everybody knew not to cross us .
"That nigga you talking about done got married and he got a kid on the way now ." I said
"Well that nigga is in New York right now , no wife & no baby bump . Just tiyanna , so act like you with just tiyanna & guck all that shit back at home until you get back at home"
She said then handed me the blunt
"Hold up let me go check on my baby"
She got up and walked over to the car and I called her pops.
4 rings & he answered
"Yo where the fuck are Ya? I fucking come to the apartment & the shit is empty"
"Yea my bad yo , but you know I got her . She wanted to come pick up the baby ."
He sucked his teeth
" I keep on telling her ass that's not her child , she don't fucking listen she act just like her fucking mother"
I laughed , then got serious
"Well I can't explain this to you over the phone but send somebody to bedstuy there's a fucking mess to clean up"
"Nigga I keep telling you stop doing that shit , I ain't your maid nigga you spilled ketchup you get somebody to clean that shit up"
I laughed
" I ain't the one who spilled the ketchup"
He sucked his teeth
"I'll speak to her when Ya get here & hurry up we got some business to handle"
"One" I said and hung up
I walked over to the car
"Let's go , Ya pops need me ."
"Did you tell him?" She asked
"Yea I told him with your scary ass"
"Fuck up"
I started up the engine & we pulled off