Dreams Of An R&B Bitch

Tiyanna

When we pulled up to the house I snatched Amaury up out the car seat & told shanti to get the things we got for him on our way back & ran upstairs. The first thing I did was take his clothes off & check him for any marks or bruises Nancy might have given him . Thank god he was clean , I put him in the bath & made him feel relaxed I know he was happy to be back with me.
"I'm soooo sorry baby , Yanna gonna make sure that mean lady never touches you again" I said while taking him out the bath
"Ashanti" I yelled
He came to my room door and peeked his head in .
"What the fuck are you scared? Come in" I said
"Whassup? You know Ya pops is pissed at you "
"Go & make him a bottle for me"
"I don't know how to make no damn bottle"
I laughed
"All you have to do is warm it up , put it in the microwave for 45 seconds"
"Where are the bottles?"
"In the fucking bag you just brought in the house with the baby stuff in there"
"How the fuck am I supposed to know?"
"Just go make the bottle stupid"
He left the room to go make the bottle and I put Maury's clothes on
Then he came back about 3 minutes later
"Here"
I took the bottle and the shit was boiling hot
I put it back in his hands and shook my head
"You tell me exactly how the fuck this baby is supposed to put that bottle to his mouth without scorching his fucking throat, Ashanti I said 45 seconds how much did you put it on?"
"45 seconds? I thought you said 2 minutes"
I shook my head
"I would pay to see how good of a father you will be to your newborn"
"Yea aight , how old is the little nigga anyway?"
"He's 8 months "
"How I'm supposed to cool it off?"
"Go run it under some cold water until it's good enough for a baby to drink jackass"
"Whatever , you gone stop with all this name calling" he said leaving the room
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After i fed the baby he went to sleep just like I knew he would i then showered again because of the way I felt , I didn't like killing motherfuckers but if you deserve it you deserve it , I ain't never harm no motherfucker who ain't do shit to press my buttons.
Now I was standing in front of my fathers door getting ready to hear a lecture
When I walked in he just looked at me
"Hey pops"
"Tiyanna what the fuck is wrong with you?"
"Nothing"
"So why do you insist on doing shit that makes absolutely no sense? You just bodied two motherfuckers for no reason"
" no I didn't , I bodied two bitches who deserved to be bodied" I said laughing
"& now you gone laugh about it? Baby you gotta get it together , shit is getting more and more fucked up around here and I can't exactly guarantee that if you went to jail tomorrow I would be able to get you out , why? Because shit is hot and me putting myself in situations with the Feds could fuck up this whole thing I got going on , they already fucking watching us and everything we do , plus you could've fucking got killed going over there . Somebody just fucking shot you the other night tiyanna , the other fucking night and you gone go back over there who's to say them same motherfuckers wasn't looking for you waiting to see you , Shorty you gotta think before you do things you out here killing bitches what if it were you who got your throat sliced?"
"Like I said them bitches deserved it & if you wasn't into all the bullshit that your into motherfuckers wouldn't be plotting on me , I could take Amaury and fucking body his moms & continue making my music and making this fucking money. But nah , I gotta fucking bullet in me , the motherfucking Feds is watching everything , this nigga Ashanti is stressing me the fuck out , I got this big ass urge to put a bullet in GiGi ass & I can't fucking concentrate and make music this way , how the fuck am I to write a fucking song with all this other bullshit I got going on?"
He just looked at me
"Exactly so I don't want no motherfucking criticism , I don't want to hear that shit because guess what . You gotta get your shit together too!"
I said that and walked out the room

Once I had gotten back in my apartment Amaury was still sound asleep so I went in the kitchen and decided to make something to eat . I looked in the refrigerator and found some ground beef , motzerella cheese Parmasian cheese and green peppers . All I needed was the noodles and sauce which were located in the top left cabinet .
I smiled to myself and thought lasagna it is . I pulled a skillet out from the bottom cabinet and put the meet on . Then boiled some water for the noodles . I turned some music on and thought about Ashanti , why did he have to come back and confuse me ? I was just fine , I had Amaury my dad my career and even GiGi unloyal ass . But she was dead news now . I even had myself a little shorty on the side , he was a producer named flex & I was beginning to like him . Ashanti's just confused me & made me think what if , what if GiGi hadn't of told him that bullshit he wouldn't have slept with her to get back at me . What if he was still here , what if he was my husband instead of stacy's . What if he didn't go to Atlanta and have this bitch change his fucking personality ? The personality that I loved. What if what if what if what if . What if I seduced his ass right now . I laughed to myself and shook it out of my head
"Nah" I said allowed
& he walked into the kitchen
"Nah what? Who you talking to? & what you got in here smelling so good?"
"I was talking to myself and I'm gonna make some lasagna im fucking starving .
He reached in his pocket and pulled out backwoods and a big plastic ziplock bag filled with weed then threw it my way
"Roll me something good" he said with a smirk on his face
I poured the sauce on the cooked meat and put the noodles in the boiling water . Then did as I was told .
After I finished rolling the blunt I looked in the bottom cabinet and found a bottle of peach Ciroc
"Wanna get chocolate wasted?" I asked with a smirk on my face
"Hell yea , we both need it . Let's get fucked up"
I brought the blender out and all the fruit in the refrigerator which included strawberries, kiwis, oranges, pineapples and mangos . I cut the fruit up & blended them with ice . I then poured orange juice in it & put it in the big pitcher . Then added the whole bottle of Ciroc I added the top on the pitcher and shook shook shook !
I put it in the freezer and the noodles and meat were done . I took out a baking pan and layered the noodles, meat , cheese , sauce and peppers the way that I love it , then I put it in the oven to cook & took the jungle juice out the freezer
" we need some candy and another bottle of Ciroc I said"
"There should be another bottle down there & it's candy and shit over there in the drawer . I added the other bottle and some candy and it was ready . I poured
Myself a cup and it was great . Just enough of everything
"Come on make my juice!" He said
I got another cup and poured him some then walked it to the living room to him
"This shit is great he said after tasting it
"Bring me the pitcher over here & why you ain't spark that blunt yet"
"Uh uh lazy ass , get up & come get the pitcher im about to spark the blunt now. "
I lit the blunt and hit it 3 times then passed it to him along with the pitcher
"I thought you wasn't gone bring it to my lazy ass"
"Fuck up" I said mushing him in the head
I then went to check on the lasagna
"That' should be done in about 20 minutes" I said then walked over to the couch and sat down to continue smoking the blunt with shanti .
"So wassup Shorty? What the fuck have you been up to besides the bullshit I've walked into & how's your music going? I heard your last album & that shit was hot . I remember helping you write those songs too."
"Yea I know I thought you would remember , it seems like that was the only time I was able to write something good when I was with you."
He laughed
"That's because you had a nigga to talk about while you were singing"
"Well how you know I don't have a nigga now?" I asked pouring myself another cup and passing him back the blunt
"You right , I don't know so do you?" He asked
I changed the subject
"So are you ready to be somebody dad?"
"Oh it's like that?" He asked laughing
"Like what?"
"You gone change the subject? Shorty you know I see right through your bullshit"
"Alright so no" I said
"That's a lie , but I'm not gone continue to even press the issue because if you have to lie to me about him he ain't important and I don't have to worry about him. & to answer your question yes , I think I'm ready."
"Why?"
"Well you know I been wanted to be a father , I wanted you to have my baby"
" I remember you wanted me to have your baby"
I said putting an emphasis on wanted
He looked at me and poured himself another cup & then the baby started crying
"Take that lasagna out the oven to cool off that shit should be done" I said running upstairs . When I got up stairs Amaury was in a whole different position than the one I'd left him in
"Heeeeey fat boy" I said as I picked him up he began to smile at me and it only made me smile back I took him to the living room to make sure the lasagna was done
"Ashanti I told you to get your ass up and take the lasagna out the oven !" I said
"You never listen"
"Shit baby my bad , I'm over here fucked up"
He said getting up off the couch and walking to the kitchen he took the lasagna out the oven and sat it on the top
"Damn that shit look good as fuck!" He said rubbing his stomach
"Well don't touch it , I need you to go out to the car and get the walker you must've forgotten it when we came up"
"Aight" he left out the house and I sat amaury on the couch as I poured myself another cup
"Baby gotta go back to sleep because Yanna gonna get fucked up tonight" I said laughing and kissing him on his head
I then walked into the kitchen and grabbed some baby food and put it in a bowl for him , I then took a bottle and put it in the microwave for after so he'd go right back to sleep . He looked sleepy anyway
While I was doing that Ashanti walked back into the house with two big boxes . One was the walker and the other was the playpin
"Where you want me to put this shit?" He asked
" I want you to open it and put it together . Then put the playpin in the back and leave the walker in here. & then I'll feed you"
"Oh yea? If you feeding me than fuck that lasagna I will save that shit for later"
I laughed aloud and began to feed Maury . When he was done he was a mess I cleaned him off changed his pamper and layed him down in the playpin shanti set up in the room for another nap
I knew he'd go back to sleep so I went back to the kitchen cut me and shanti a piece of lasagna and then I sat on the couch and handed him a plate . We ate & talked then smoked and talked while we drank and talked. Before I knew it I was fucked up and still pouring myself another cup
" see I would tell you to roll me another blunt but your ass over there looking fucked up" he said laughing
"Remember when we went to that party that night and GiGi fucked the bouncer because she couldn't get in?" We started laughing so hard it was ridiculous
"Nah nah , remember when that nigga was trying to press his dick on you in that party and I was standing right there?"
I began to laugh so hard not at the fact that the guy pressed his penis on me but the fact that I still don't know till this day what Ashanti did to him
"What did you do to him?" I asked
"I threw his ass in the river , wasn't nobody about to grind his dick on my baby and live to see another fucking day" he said
"Seee there? That's the Ashanti I miss ! That's my baby" I said as I got up to go check on the baby and when I got back to the front Ashanti had another blunt smoking it
He passed it to me but I was too high for life I got up and locked the door to the apartment then began cleaning everything , drunk and all . When I was done I finished the blunt & poured myself one last cup . It was 4 in the morning and I was definitely tired as fuck but I didn't want the night to end .
""Come here shorty" he said holding out his arm
"You just don't know how much I've missed you" he said
I laughed
"Is it the juice talking?"
"Juice or not you would've heard this shit coming from me " he said
"I-
Ring ring ring ring ring
I was cut off by his phone
"Yea ...... Oh yea whassup baby?"
I got up ready to leave because this wasn't the conversation I wanted to hear exactly but he pulled my arm back and made me sit back down on the couch & held me tightly
"Yea everything's good"
He opened my legs and slid his fingers inside of my panties
"Nah , Stacy I told you I was handling business why would you do that?"
He slid two fingers up my hole and began to go in and out at a steady paste and then took his other hand and put my hand on his dick which was growing by the second
I began stroking it slowly and making quiet little moans in his ear so that only he could hear . But I wanted to do something evil so I removed his hand from my panties and got down in the front of him on my knees
Once he realized what I was about to do he backed up and began to lip the words no but it was too late I already had his whole shit kissing it and teasing it . He tried to move but I held him still
"Yea baby , well you know I can't discuss that over the phone" he said with a cracking voice
"Shit , I'm waiting for my mans to tell me the next move ..... Yes at 4 o clock in the morning"
I put his dick in my mouth and began to suck it slowly . I watched put his head back and struggle to stay on the phone I kept going until I could taste the pre cum oozing out of the top of his penis
"Yo baby let me call you back I got some important business to handle right now .... Yea aight bye"
He hung up and picked me up and threw me on the couch
"You so hardheaded ain't you , I know I told your ass not to do that shit"
"Well I guess I need to be punished huh" I said he opened my legs wider and took my panties off then he got to work licking every bit of my pussy from the lips to the back walls. I moaned in great pleasure
"Oh do I miss eating you every night" he said between breaths .
Once he was finished he turned me around and ate it from the back I yelled and screamed
Then he picked me up and bounced me up and down on his long stick and again I yelled and screamed . I yelled and screamed until about 7 am when we were done . We layed back on the couch and began to doze off then his phone rang again & he just let it ring . I didn't know if he was sleep or just didn't answer it but it damn sure rang to voicemail . I smiled to myself and fell asleep