Dreams Of An R&B Bitch

Tiyanna

So basically the bullshit started on May 5. My birthday , I was at a party in LA for my second album shit was really a hit and a bitch was showing off! I was throwing drinks back to back like the shots was water and I had no care in the world. I had just turned 18 and dropped my second album what care was there? Exactly , NONE!
Anyways shit started getting slow around 3 AM so GiGi decided she wanted to turn the shit back up. Bitch started bringing out drugs. Now weed was regular everyday for me and Gigi but tonight she was on some whole other shit . Bitch actually whipped out a bag of dust. White dust better known as cocaine. I never did coke & never intended on doing so. Therefore I yanked Gigi up and told her straight up I ain't want that shit at my party , she was drunk and igged me . I wanted to fuck her up right in the middle of the floor for even acting this way , as if she wasn't my bitch and we ain't go all the way back there. Anyway I continued to rant to Gigi about the drugs & she continued to ignore me. Finally I told her she had to go. I wasn't here to babysit this was my party & I would be damned if she was gone fuck it up for me , she always had a way of doing that ever since we were children she would do some dumb shit & fuck up my happiness . That's why I ain't trust the bitch I ain't trust no bitch my momma taught me that & I'm taking it to my damn grave just like she did .
Flashback : When I was 13 my moms died . She was a bitch straight out the streets , you couldn't tell moms nothing . On my 13th birthday we were struggling & I wanted this Barbie house . She couldn't afford it but she ain't tell me that , she began fucking with this nigga named Yat and eventually mom dukes got on top. In the streets she was the queen & he was the fucking king until the nigga got knocked & let her take over the entire empire he'd built (Drugs) My momma was striving & before I dropped that first album this was indeed the richest I had been. She got me whatever I wanted whenever I wanted . Everybody envied my moms and me too even at the age of 13 , shit began to shake up as my 14th birthday came around though motherfuckers was hating too hard. Momma had so many motherfuckers to tame . Niggas wanted what she had and wasn't stopping until they got it. One time when she had came to pick me up from school we got shot at . Other times motherfuckers was threatening her life. Anyway one day jr came around , jr was a friend of yats & because he was still locked up he sent jr to tell my moms what was up. Jr told my moms that a shipment was coming from Miami in about 3 days & that she had to pay for it now. My moms dubbed it & waited the whole 3 days , she said that was unusual & giving out cash before she got her merchandise was motherfucking illegal as far as she was concerned. The day that the shit arrived my moms sent some lil nigga Jackson to get it & a couple of hours later heard that Jackson was dead. Yat bitch ass was trying to get her 6 feet under & she was smart enough not to fall for his moves. She fucked up when she sent Jackson though. About a week later when word got around that Jackson was murdered under my mommas watch his fam wanted her head & she was used to niggas wanting to body her but these motherfuckers went off. Last time I saw my moms it was march 19 2010, we went to this house. The shit was unfamiliar to me but not her she went in redecorating & moving shit all over the place. She made some calls & redecorated & redecorated & made calls. For some reason I felt that my momma knew she was going to get killed that night she just kept telling me she loved me & that I would be okay no matter what . At exactly 9:00 pm she fed me a huge meal so that I was full and verbally gave me directions.
" Alright Shorty , im gone take you in that room & you will not come out . You won't hear anything or anyone. Nobody will even be able to tell its a room because it doesn't look like one . They won't look in there , besides nobody wants anything to do with my baby anyway. Stay in the room & somebody's gone come get you soon baby real soon . Don't panic just stay in the room . Try to sleep if you can & remember tiyanna , momma loves you after death too. " she hugged me and took me in the room and locked the door . I had a lot on my mind at the moment only time she called me tiyanna was when shit was real serious , otherwise I was her shorty . I sat in the corner of the room & preyed to god that nothing happens to my momma . I heard nothing so it was easy talking to god. After a while I fell asleep & time passed . Felt like another day went by and I stared at the walls and went to sleep. After about what felt like 5 days the door unlocked and an unfamiliar face came in the room. I was terrified but then again momma did say somebody was coming for me soon. It was a guy a tall handsome guy, he was pretty fit , nice waves . & light skin with pink lips he looked kind of old though & even thoe I didn't know his face I did , he looked like somebody I knew I just couldn't put my tongue on it.
"Let's go" that's all he said then turned the other way & walked out.
This nigga had no type of emotion for me & I had no fucking idea who he was . I got off the bed slowly & damn near forgot how to fucking walk, I been sitting for what felt like days & now I had some nigga here with no type of sympathy for me talking about some lets go. I got up & walked into the living room wondering where tf my moms was , but she wasn't there it was just how it was when I'd first went into the room. I opened the front door & walked outside the guy was in a car waiting for me I guess, it was a black car and you couldn't see anything on the inside. I walked to the car & opened the door . Shit was clean and when I say clean I don't mean clean up clean I mean the shit was decked tf out!
"Who are you?" I asked him
" questions later , right now I need to get you to a safe place I'm already late with this shit" he said that & the rest of the ride I was mute.
About two hours later we pulled up to this building it was nice but small , didn't look like anything compared to what me and my momma was living in. I hopped out the car and followed the guy up 6 flights of steps . It was a fucking elevator and me thinking this nigga was going to two I followed and ended up about to pass tf out. Upstairs he took some keys out & opened his apartment door. The apartment was beautiful he took me to what I was guessing was my room & it was just perfect exactly what I needed. After we got settled in I walked into the living room & sat next to him.
"You said questions later" I said
"Ask whatever you like" he said
"Who are you?" I asked
"I'm a close friend of your mothers we go waaaaay back" he said in a deep tone
"Way back to where?"
He laughed
"To the days when you weren't even thought about shorty" he said
I laughed a little so he couldn't see he'd hit a soft spot but when I looked in his face he looked as if he already knew.
"So why are we here?" I asked
"You gotta stay here with me & someone I trust very greatly" he said
"Why you?"
"Because your momma trust me!"
"Why the fuck she trust you so much? I ain't never even saw you before and where the fuck is she anyway? Where's my momma?" I yelled getting more and more angry
His face tensed up
"We'll do you want the truth? Or do you want me to make you feel less like shit? And tiyanna don't curse at me" he said
"I can do and say whatever the fuck I want until somebody tell me where the fuck my momma is"
"Just like yo momma" he said laughing, then he got serious again
"I asked you a question" he said
" I want the TRUTH" I yelled
"Fine, your moms is dead. She fucking dead" he said
My head dropped even though I almost already knew that. I just didn't wanna believe it my momma would never leave me behind and the fact that she did only proves that what this nigga is saying is definitely true. My momma was gone.
"So who tf is supposed to take care of me? I'm 13 !" I yelled
"That's what I'm here for , tiyanna I got you . You ain't gotta worry about nothing!" He said
"I don't even fucking know you!"
"Oh but you do " he said