Always Yours [COMPLETED]

Chapter 15 - Pretend To Be Ok

Becky couldn't close her eyes, she want to asked so many, most importantly about Lily.

She looked at Freen who is sleeping on her chest. Their body fit perfectly on eachother, how they hold onto eachother body, She continue looking at delicate feature of Freen. But startle with Freen's voice

"Am I that beautiful?"
Freen asked, still her eyes closed

"Do you have eyes on your forehead?"
"Uhmm, I can sense your gaze"
"Yeah you are so beautiful, gorgeous, breathtaking, uhmm and on bed, woow just woow Baby, and when you call me Daddy, thats cherry on top"

Freen smile,
"OK then"
Becky really want to asked about Lily, she gulped, she want to take a chance, otherwise she won't be able to sleep.

"Ahh hh ..Can I asked you something?"
"Uhmm"
"Don't be mad but I think, as we belong to eachother, I really want to know something"
"Uhmm"
"Who is Lily's father?"
"I already said, I don't know"
"Uhmm ok, then who is Lily's mother?"
This time Freen opened her eyes and looked at Becky, her eyes are tired. Becky continue.

"I know we are her parents but, the one who gave birth, I know you didn't carry her, I just took your virginity"

Freen took deep breathe, her hand move on  Becky's cheek and caressing slowly.

"Lily is my mother's daughter, my half sister, I don't know who her father is, Mom never told me"

Becky just listen to Freen, thats explain Lily somewhat look like Freen, they have some similar features, as they are sister.

"OK, I will tell you the whole story, I think you deserve to know"

Becky nod her head, Freen start narrating the story.

Around 1 and half years ago.

Freen looked at the front door, her mother came in. She looked at her watch, its already 9. She know her mother came from pub, she smell of alcohol. Thinking what she is doing right now. She doesn't have any energy left to fight with her mother after tiring days.

Next day her mother pass out, so she bring her to doctor for check up, even her mother doesn't want to go.

But Freen heard the most shocking news  she heard in her whole life.
Her mother is pregnant, that too 9 weeks Freen couldn't process the whole situation. What to do, what to say. Last few days she cane across her mother throw up, but she though it's because of hungover.

"Mom, what am I hearings? What is the meaning of that?"

Her mother didn't answered. She just laying on her bed. She suddenly wake up.
"I am going to abort this"
"Don't you heard the doctor, its already late, the baby is two months old, and with your situation, it will make more complex. who is the father?"
"I don't know"

Freen rubbed her forehead, she doesn't have any capacity to think. Her mother start looking for beer or wine. She try to stopped her, that leads to argument.

The only thing she can do is call her grandmother. Her grandmother came next day, Freen is crying and told everything to her grandmother about the situation.

For time being her grandmother asked them to live with her. But as her uncle place is not big, and her aunty always talk about how stuffed the house is, with lots of people. So they move to some rent.

The thing is at her hometown, people will know the situation and what will they say, the only result is badmouth. So for time being they stayed away from home.

Freen try to asked her mother who the father is but still got no answer, maybe her mother doesn't have any idea, who the father is.

From time to time her mother sneaking for  drink.