Always Yours [COMPLETED]

Chapter 9 - No One Really Care

Freen looked at the front door, her mother came in. She looked at her watch, its already 9.

She know her mother came from pub, she smell of alcohol. Thinking what she is doing right now. She doesn't have any energy left to fight with her mother after tiring days.

For now, she stayed at home and work in a school that is located in next town. 30 min drive distance from home. She goes by public transport.

As the school is far, she had to start her day, early in the morning. Because it take time to reach there. And return in late evening.

Its been 5 months, since she last saw Becky. She really missed her girl. If Becky is with her, she felt secure, safe, happy. Most importantly, be seen. She got all the attention from the younger girl.

Her mother is same as always, on and off. Freen live in stress, people won't believe until you live with an addict. They always go back to their place, even they promised all time.

She missed old version of her mother. But in some point her mother is right, people looked at her differently, in disgusting manner, always gossiping on back of her, even before her. She try to avoid those place where people gathered and spend time talking about other people. She didn't go out from house unless she go for work or had to do some important things.

Her grandmother visit them frequently. The only thing that make Freen go through her days is her Grandmother's supporting words. She stayed there sometime.

The vibe in the small town school is different from Bangkok. The school is small, not lots of students are there in each class. But Freen enjoyed teaching the students. That's how she can divert her mind from unwanted thoughts.

Many male collegue approached to her, try to court her but her heart belong to someone. She missed Becky alot. The distance make her missed more and more.

Becky fall first but with time, she fall harder. But what they are doing is for eachother. They made promised, and she is not going to break that promised in any condition, in any situation. She stayed loyal to her Becky.

Daytime, she is busy with her work, travelling back and forth. But when night come, her mind is full with Becky.

She looked at her ring, before she closed her eyes and first thing after she opened her eyes.

"I am waiting for us, Babe. I really miss you. Forgive me, if I am not brave enough to face the world. But the only things I can do is waiting for you. Please don't forget me, come to me soon."

Freen sometime questioned herself, Is her love for Becky is not that strong. She can run away stayed with Becky, but she didn't. She can't go against her mother. She is only family she have.

She love both, doesn't want to loose any of them. So, waiting is only option she have, waiting for her mother approval and she know Becky will back to her, even it take years.

"Sweetheart, how is school?"
"It's good Yaai"
"Uhmm. Enjoy your youth. Don't think about other much, because when you became old, you will know. No one really care, but only those who love you sincerely."

Freen looked at her grandmother and nod her head, smile a little
"Only you are responsible for your life, how to live, in what way you want to live.
Yaai will tell you something, when I was young, like you, always think what will People say about me, how I look, how I wear my clothes. But at last, I know no one care, everyone is busy with their life."

"Yaai, did I do the right thing, loving her"

The old woman smile,
"Can you control it, can you unlove her. There is no right or wrong in love. If you fall in love with right person then its right, but in case wrong person, then it will be wrong."