I feel like a lost puppy. I wait for his notifications everyday. Every hour. Every minute. Maybe if I was pretty he'd like me. Maybe is I was older he'd like me. maybe I should leave him alone. I cant, he makes the voices disappear. I cant because I'm too attached. Too attached to the man I shouldn't have feelings for. Our love is forbidden. Its dangerous. But I continue to get my hopes up everytime I see his name on my lock screen. I can't leave. I love him too much.
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poems
Poetryjust a dip into my life, just a trigger warning. each poem has stuff to do with attachment issues, BPD, self harm, abuse, SA and older younger relationships, read at your own risk.
