I tried to scream but nothing came out I was struck in fear, horror, sickness, the absence of my voice made me more scared. Why wouldn't anything come out? Why me? Help me. Please help me I'm scared and hurt. Hurt and broken. Broken and numb. I fear him. I fear him because he did dispicable things to me. I was asleep. Maybe if i had locked the door like nan said I wouldn't be so messed up. But she knew what he is like. she knew he had done it before and she still let me stay at hers i was 11 and he was mid twenties. I was in my PJs and he was drunk and high. Maybe I I had stayed home I would be perfect. Maybe if I stayed home I wouldn't be so fucked up
